i hate hurricanes. and florida. and i don't ever wanna go there again.
i just got home...and have to leave again in less then 24 hours so i can visit my mom in NC. fuck. fuck.
i missed my Marko. alot. more then i can even explain.
i'm not as in control as i want to be. i'm not as secure as i wish i was. i'm not as free-spirited as i pretend.
but tonight things will be right. even if only for a moment.
till next week folks.....i hope you are all doing well.
i just got home...and have to leave again in less then 24 hours so i can visit my mom in NC. fuck. fuck.
i missed my Marko. alot. more then i can even explain.
i'm not as in control as i want to be. i'm not as secure as i wish i was. i'm not as free-spirited as i pretend.
but tonight things will be right. even if only for a moment.
till next week folks.....i hope you are all doing well.
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But take heart - none of us are what we pretend to be. We pretend to be what we want to be.
somehow i know how you feel.
i'm glad you made it home safe. sorry i couldn't say good bye i tried but ya..........
it was awesome meeting you and i hope to see you again and again.
have fun with ma!