life is so crazy sometimes. right now i am not sure where i am headed. so many good things have happened to me in the last 7 months sometimes i have to sit back and just say "whoa". and i guess it makes me scared that it won't last.
i just want it all to last.
***ok i am editing this because i think its misleading a bit**
i know things don't last. i totally love and accept change. really i do. what i really mean is i really love how things are...even the chaotic events of my life as of recent...and all the crazy good changes that are happening to me these days. its not so much i want things to be stay the way they are..as much as i want to continue being able to accept my life for what it is and be as happy as i am right now. and folks, happiness is a mindset that you do have control over...and i worked very hard to achieve that and get where i am today
i just want it all to last.
***ok i am editing this because i think its misleading a bit**
i know things don't last. i totally love and accept change. really i do. what i really mean is i really love how things are...even the chaotic events of my life as of recent...and all the crazy good changes that are happening to me these days. its not so much i want things to be stay the way they are..as much as i want to continue being able to accept my life for what it is and be as happy as i am right now. and folks, happiness is a mindset that you do have control over...and i worked very hard to achieve that and get where i am today
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I've decided even tho I'm back and I need to get to work. I'm still going to stay 'on vacation' and keep in 'vacation mode'
But you're right it's a mindset and you do ultimately have control... so turn it up and have as buch fun as you can take... and then turn it up some more. And thanks for the Bday wishes BTW
its not even that I said anything bad. It was just personal. eh, oh well. glad you still love me even though I"m a freak