After all this xmas crap, the next thing i have to look forward to is bloody valentines day. Thats another load of fun! You know, 99% of the time im quite content being by myself, but there are times when i wonder! Sometimes i see people on the street having very public arguements with their spouse, and i just want to go up and kick them and ask if they know how lucky they are.
I have come to the very real realiseation that i won't find anybody. Im 31 and living in what is ment to be the best town for single folk, i still have no luck. I know that there is no time limit to when you met someone, but if i get to old i will be thinking, "well if i had met you earlier we could have had some much more time together".
I think i have only been the person i want to be within the last year or so......which is a bit worrying, as it means i have been not myself for most of my life. Does anyone else feel this way!!? I also now understand that it is a very spacific person that i need, someone a bit alternative, that is on my particular wavelength and doesn't mind the fact im short. This is my usual downfall. Now dont get me wrong, im in no way down on myself: Im funny, have a great, if not wierd, sence of humour, people love being around me, i have loads of friends, male and female, i have a wicked (retro) dress sence, im orginal, i have confidence (but not overly so), and like everybody else i have days when i dont think im to bad looking..........but none of this matters because the one thing i cant change is my height. Being 5"2' (ish) is not what the ladies want! I know you guys will say that its not a problem, but there are many books and theroies that say girls like to be made to feel safe and protected ( it goes back to prehistoric times, man being the hunter and all that jazz)
So ladies, you don't even know your thinking it, but you are!!
And to top all this off, probably the one and only person i can say that i have loved ( a girl who will stay nameless, who i was very close to) tells me half way through some late night manouvers that she could carry one due to her not being able to "feel me". That doesn't do much for your confidence eh!
And just to put the record straight, no im not small in that sports department!
Right. Enough of boring people. Normal service will resume soon. I've joined a gym again, so im going to get buff and i will be beating the ladies away with a pointy stick!
I have come to the very real realiseation that i won't find anybody. Im 31 and living in what is ment to be the best town for single folk, i still have no luck. I know that there is no time limit to when you met someone, but if i get to old i will be thinking, "well if i had met you earlier we could have had some much more time together".
I think i have only been the person i want to be within the last year or so......which is a bit worrying, as it means i have been not myself for most of my life. Does anyone else feel this way!!? I also now understand that it is a very spacific person that i need, someone a bit alternative, that is on my particular wavelength and doesn't mind the fact im short. This is my usual downfall. Now dont get me wrong, im in no way down on myself: Im funny, have a great, if not wierd, sence of humour, people love being around me, i have loads of friends, male and female, i have a wicked (retro) dress sence, im orginal, i have confidence (but not overly so), and like everybody else i have days when i dont think im to bad looking..........but none of this matters because the one thing i cant change is my height. Being 5"2' (ish) is not what the ladies want! I know you guys will say that its not a problem, but there are many books and theroies that say girls like to be made to feel safe and protected ( it goes back to prehistoric times, man being the hunter and all that jazz)
So ladies, you don't even know your thinking it, but you are!!
And to top all this off, probably the one and only person i can say that i have loved ( a girl who will stay nameless, who i was very close to) tells me half way through some late night manouvers that she could carry one due to her not being able to "feel me". That doesn't do much for your confidence eh!
And just to put the record straight, no im not small in that sports department!
Right. Enough of boring people. Normal service will resume soon. I've joined a gym again, so im going to get buff and i will be beating the ladies away with a pointy stick!