.. i keep having dreams..most of them in black & white ..in the dreams im with one of my good friends that took his life a couple years ago.the dreams seem so real ..in one he explains eveything that happend that night.. all his thoughts and emotions..and how he feels in a better place..i wake up with the feeling of someone in the room with me..but im alone..i wus the last person he talked to that night..so much.. i wish i could have said............ 