Filming went great. Need to email some police staff. Upper level personnel from three different districts. Kind of funny for a guy under litigation.
Who knows what the hell goes on in the human bellybutton... There's not another part of the human body more useless, smelly or absurd. The nerves have gotten so off with things coming up mu nails are gone and I picked... Read More
I have a shoot tomorrow. I have a shoot tomorrow. I have a shoot tomorrow. I need it so fucking much I don't like it. It's as if being behind the camera is the only way I can feel right again. Like love like love like love. Behind the electronic retina I and all are beautiful. Hideous elegance. Ordinary gorgeousness. The worst part is I... Read More
I cannot determine whether I am blessed or if I am completely fucked. I know things are not how they should be. Soon, I will disappear. This will be the only thing that I have ever done that makes sense. I could not tell you now if I am or am not happy but I can tell you I am worried,
Everything seems to be crumbling together, forming apart. Might get a quite nice car for a grand or so. Could have a job gardening the good stuff in a new medical dispensary in NY. Possibly will use some of the cash I have stored up to buy a condo, fix it up and flip it. Maybe, perhaps and could be... this stuff stresses my bowels.... Read More
My dog is the only pet I've ever gotten that hasn't been a rescue, but in my defense we (my family) wanted a very specific breed to match our families needs, though I DID want a pitbull my mother on the otherhand is afraid of most dogs and pitbulls terrify her. I'm excited to bring one of them home, I already have a cat Vuk and I think he'll be happy to have a playmate since my sister's cat is 9 years old and doesn't enjoy his antics XD
Haha I got Vuk fixed to and I quote " Make him more cuddly and keep his fur baby soft "
I kind of like how this rolls but it's hyper-short; I just don't have much else to say poetically except for adding themes of pornography as religious idols.
Every Man
Who prays to God
Is sending words to
A Woman
Every Man
Who speaks his head aloud
In an empty room
To someone
Every Man
Staring down
At clasped hands and carpet
Another non-profit thinks they might want me to produce their "talent showcase" in Atlanta. We'll see how that goes i.e. what they want me to do and if they'll pay me. I really like working the non-profit circuit, I guess mostly because I hate the attitude and maneuvering it takes to work with the corporate sector.
Wrote an email to The Young Turks to maybe... Read More
Everyone I know is married. Correction: Everyone I know who is trying is married. Correction: Everyone I know who is trying successfully is married. Correction: Everyone I know who is trying successfully at a career is married. Correction: Everyone I know who is trying successfully at a creative career is married. Correction: Everyone I know who is trying successfully at a creative career in Atlanta... Read More
