tedbedlam

More of the same. Same only more. Gotten a decent job videographing a series of window filming tutorials/training videos. Completed the Michelle interview. Happy with that. Won trivia last night. That was neat. Though I know there is no God my mind is still stuck believing in a Love that only hurts. Once I was happy, perhaps. Now I am just tired tired tired and turning turning turning inside-out insane. I have to be very careful with myself right now, as I will have to be for a while now. My heart has made my bones brittle brittle and every day they ache ache ache. This is getting so mopey and bullshit-ridden I don't know if I'll be writing much anymore. I wonder if I'll visit her someday before I go...