To sleep. To sleep. To sleep. Go to sleep. Go to sleep please go to sleep. My eyes have been weighted down by some immortal xantex I swallowed nights ago with no benefits as yet. Second shoot of the documentary for AFNAP, first interview. Went very well, the LEDs lit up the room nicely and the talent was really on the ball. I had Mark as second camera who did well as a gaffer but only okay as the AD filming the B-roll. Maybe will begin editing tomorrow. Will probably post stills for nobody to care about. Go to sleep.
I think that my father is growing tired of me as I do less and less for him to complain about. It's as if my intent to remove myself from his jurisdiction isn't completely apparent by the four different goddamned "jobs" I work to the third fucking degree I'm forcing down my own throat to maybe get some sort of career. Go to sleep. He's a shit but he's right, I shouldn't be here. My time is short and options are few. I need to do better to satisfy myself that I've even done anything at all. Go to sleep.
Work harder. Work harder. There is something must be done and little time to do it in. Everyone wasting their chance on bad bets, burnt bridges and bullets into the crowd. Go to sleep. To live is to change the very color of your world with the vibrancy of your ideas, spreading underground like fibre optics; invisible color and radiation one part cancer another love. Life is to dream. To dream is to live. Go to sleep. Go to sleep. Go to sleep.
I think that my father is growing tired of me as I do less and less for him to complain about. It's as if my intent to remove myself from his jurisdiction isn't completely apparent by the four different goddamned "jobs" I work to the third fucking degree I'm forcing down my own throat to maybe get some sort of career. Go to sleep. He's a shit but he's right, I shouldn't be here. My time is short and options are few. I need to do better to satisfy myself that I've even done anything at all. Go to sleep.
Work harder. Work harder. There is something must be done and little time to do it in. Everyone wasting their chance on bad bets, burnt bridges and bullets into the crowd. Go to sleep. To live is to change the very color of your world with the vibrancy of your ideas, spreading underground like fibre optics; invisible color and radiation one part cancer another love. Life is to dream. To dream is to live. Go to sleep. Go to sleep. Go to sleep.