This is for anyone who cares/is interested/isn't my family.
I woke up about 30 minutes ago shrieking. Not just a scream, but a shriek. I was terrified by it. I don't know what I was scared of but I think that I don't care. There is something the matter with who and what I am.
People are fucking in both apartments adjacent to me, according to echoes and reverberations. My brain is an illusion of pork-smell and pesticides.
I really and scincerely want to die sometimes.
What a wierd... morning?
I woke up about 30 minutes ago shrieking. Not just a scream, but a shriek. I was terrified by it. I don't know what I was scared of but I think that I don't care. There is something the matter with who and what I am.
People are fucking in both apartments adjacent to me, according to echoes and reverberations. My brain is an illusion of pork-smell and pesticides.
I really and scincerely want to die sometimes.
What a wierd... morning?