What a fucked up day all around. It's my one day off per week and it's already gotten off to a shitty start. First our air conditioner froze up last night and so I got to sweat my ass off until I woke up from a shitty heat induced dream. Then I woke up around 10:30 and my lungs are killing me from all the sand in the air (pictures to follow), so I walked over to the PX to get some Robotusin and chocolate and wouldn't you know it it's closed. The sign on the door said that the system was down and they are waiting for parts from Baghdad and they might open again on Monday. Fuck! So I walked over to the Pizza Hut trailer to get a pizza and the cash machine had a sign on it saying "out of order, go to the kiosk in the PX"! Double Fuck!! Then I went to the latrine to take a piss and wash the dust off my hands and the water was out. Fuck Fuck Fuck!!! Now I'm sitting in my stupid little room with my lungs and throat burning and there is not a damned thing I can do about it. Oh, yes, I almost forgot, besides being dusty as fuck outside it's also 122 fucking degrees! God damn it I hate this place so fucking much! I just want to be home holding my MrsTed_Stryker and forgetting that besides her, this whole year never fucking happened! Here's a peak into my glorious life...
And yes yes, I know what I have waiting for me back home. I have the love of a wonderful woman and the promise of a normal life. But right NOW this is what I have and it sucks donkey dick! Another 5 months of this without my MrsTed_Stryker is a little fucking hard to take. God I hate this fucking place!!!
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If I could come up with a plan to save the kind of money I will need for a month in Germany AND moving out life would at least be a LITTLE better!
Believe ME, I have been pondering that!
Baby I love you so very much. I know that YOU are the reason it never worked with anyone else. You and I are MEANT to be together. Might take a few months but in December we will never have to be apart this long again!
My heart beats because of YOU! Never forget that my more eloquent half!
I love you!