tecumseh1981

My blog got lost!

Anyways I am staying here in Normal for Easter. I figure I can catch up on my homework and just relax. I been playing Blade Runner for my PC and I want to finish it.

I went to the coffee shop today and just browsed the internet. I met some of the local hippies and they are not bad people. One had really bad body odor though. He seemed like a nice guy but a little crazy. I think he may live on the street. Either way I think he is alright. The great thing about the coffee shop is that it is staffed by hot women. They are everywhere. One of the cuter ones seems pretty nice and she made it a point to introduce herself to me. Now she smiles whenever she sees me. Nicole is her name. I dont think she is as much a hippy as everyone else there but what you gonna do except smile back.

My bike went out of commission the other day. The pedal fell off while I was riding so I had to walk it home. That sucked ass. I took it to the bike shop and they fixed it no questions asked. What sucks is that it is very cold and I dont want to ride in the cold. Me and my roommate are going to start using our gym memberships or so we say. I went into the gym and got intimidated by all the musclebound hulk dudes. The person I went with my friend Josh is also in pretty good shape. With Sonny there I think I will feel better.

I am watching "Ronin" right now. Its an excellent movie that did not get the press it deserves. It stars Robert DeNiro and Jean Reno. Probably my favorite spy movie. I watched "The Shield" seasons 1-5 recently in anticipation of the season 5 box set coming out. I just bought "The Wire" season 1 for me and Sonny to watch. I also bought "L.A. Confidential" off Ebay. I forgot how much I loved that movie. I am hoping to win "The Black Dahlia" as well. I enjoy those Film Noir style films and I plan to read James Ellroys books.

I am still reading Stephen Kings "Wolves of the Calla". I have been so preoccupied with school and that bullshit that I have been putting it off. I am almost finished and want to finish it this weekend. I am bidding on the sequel.

All in all I am just worried about my grades and trying to raise them. I started seeing my counselor everyother week instead of weekly and I dont like that. I also need to refill my medication. 300 mg of Lithuim. They want to regulate it but had to cancel the appointment due to the doctor having an emergency.

The leg of lamb were cooking is smelling really good right now. I am going on a diet. My coworker is working on her masters in nutrition is putting together a diet plan for me. Speaking of coworkers I have a crush on one of my coworkers and she is single. I really want to ask her to the movies or something but I think she thinks I am a weirdo as most women seem to do. I always jokingly flirt with her and say stuff like "Your smile is the reason I come to work," and stuff like that. I flirt with all the girls but I really like this one and I know she is single. She is cute and most importantly I get a vibe from her that I like. She seems innocent and like a nice girl. The kind of girl that... well the kind of girl I would want to bring home to mom. She is not the prettiest girl I have ever seen but something about this girl really makes me smile.

I dont know but I have to work the courage up to ask her out. I will end up kicking myself in the ass if I dont. Anyways I hope everyone is doing well. Happy Easter.

Tecumseh