Well its St. Patricks day tomorrow. Every asshole gets drunk and pretends that they are Irish. My neighbors are outside screaming about it and I am tempted to go down and shoot them as it is really annoying that they are screaming in front of the building. I have become a kind of recluse if you will. I stay home and sleep most of my days. My roommate is out with his girlfriend all the time so I never see him until late in the evening. We just play Xbox and watch tv mostly. Were going through Ghost Recon 2 and Halo 2 right now.
My springbreak is pretty lame. Novacations. No going home. Just here sleeping all week and staying up all night. I would have liked to go home but I could not. My sisters went to Texas to go see my grandma. She was diagnosed with throat cancer and they went to go see her. I will go see her over the summer.
I bought my bike but they are building me a custom tire that will support my weight. And it takes a week to get the parts. So I been wanting that all week. I already paid for the bike itself but just have to pay for the tire. Its another $100 or so.
The weather has been really nice lately and I want to start riding my bike. Its been forever since I rode a bike but lately I have been wanting to ride again. When I was younger I used to ride them all the time. My roommate has a bike but I dont think it would fit me and it is not the kind of bike I am looking for.
I have a paper to write and I have to study for a midterm in my "Marriage and Family" class. I am still worried about getting passing grades. On Monday I go see the headshrink for our weekly appointment. I will get her advice. She seems to believe that most of my problems are due to a chemical imbalance. I will confess to all of you that I am having a very hard time reading the assignments in my class. I just get so bored and I am unable to keep focused in class as well as on the homework. It took me almost 4 hours to finish an article. I am usually very good but I cant focus on anything lately and I am having a hard time reading things that do not interest me. Its kind of like everything reads like a Tom Clancy novel... except it is not entertaining for me.
Well I am still waiting for my pistol magazines. My stupid state and the stupid people that run my government are trying to pass a bill that will turn every gun I own into an assault weapon. So I will have to have owned the things that I want before they pass this bill. This bill limits all magazine capacities to 10 rounds or less. My handgun currently holds 12. So I bought 6 more mags to have on hand. Basically the bill they are trying to pass will turn me into a felon unless I comply. Yet I have committed no wrong.
In other news I am in desperate need of a diet. Me and Sonny have been eating like pigs and just chilling a lot. He says just going to the gym will be all I need but I know he is wrong. I intend to go on that South Beach diet as it is quick acting and it looks like they incorporate a lot of good food. I still want to purchase a gym membership but I dont see the point as he has not gone but twice in 2 weeks.
Anyways I am out. I want to shower and just chill.
My springbreak is pretty lame. Novacations. No going home. Just here sleeping all week and staying up all night. I would have liked to go home but I could not. My sisters went to Texas to go see my grandma. She was diagnosed with throat cancer and they went to go see her. I will go see her over the summer.
I bought my bike but they are building me a custom tire that will support my weight. And it takes a week to get the parts. So I been wanting that all week. I already paid for the bike itself but just have to pay for the tire. Its another $100 or so.
The weather has been really nice lately and I want to start riding my bike. Its been forever since I rode a bike but lately I have been wanting to ride again. When I was younger I used to ride them all the time. My roommate has a bike but I dont think it would fit me and it is not the kind of bike I am looking for.
I have a paper to write and I have to study for a midterm in my "Marriage and Family" class. I am still worried about getting passing grades. On Monday I go see the headshrink for our weekly appointment. I will get her advice. She seems to believe that most of my problems are due to a chemical imbalance. I will confess to all of you that I am having a very hard time reading the assignments in my class. I just get so bored and I am unable to keep focused in class as well as on the homework. It took me almost 4 hours to finish an article. I am usually very good but I cant focus on anything lately and I am having a hard time reading things that do not interest me. Its kind of like everything reads like a Tom Clancy novel... except it is not entertaining for me.
Well I am still waiting for my pistol magazines. My stupid state and the stupid people that run my government are trying to pass a bill that will turn every gun I own into an assault weapon. So I will have to have owned the things that I want before they pass this bill. This bill limits all magazine capacities to 10 rounds or less. My handgun currently holds 12. So I bought 6 more mags to have on hand. Basically the bill they are trying to pass will turn me into a felon unless I comply. Yet I have committed no wrong.
In other news I am in desperate need of a diet. Me and Sonny have been eating like pigs and just chilling a lot. He says just going to the gym will be all I need but I know he is wrong. I intend to go on that South Beach diet as it is quick acting and it looks like they incorporate a lot of good food. I still want to purchase a gym membership but I dont see the point as he has not gone but twice in 2 weeks.
Anyways I am out. I want to shower and just chill.
I find it really hard to concentrate on things that bore me.... it took me until I was in a class that really sparked my interest to motivate me to reading the material (and actually comprehend it).
I've said it before and I'll say it again, once you make the gym part of your routine (even if you only stay there for 20 minutes), it gets easier and easier every time. Take it from the girl who used to be very heavy.
Stalkerella hasn't been seen as of late, and I'm hoping he gets the point. The police gave me some helpful hints if he does try and contact me again. Seriously though, if I have my big dogs with me (especially my big crazy one), nobody would dare touch me - they're friendly dogs, but they go after my s.o if he even tickles me. I try to take them *everywhere* with me these days.