tecumseh1981

Today I wasted the day. It was not by choice. My sisters car was in the shop so I had no transportation as she took the other car to work and out with her friends afterwards.

So I stayed in all day. I wasted the day and could not get the few errands I wanted to done. But the thing is even after I get them done I still have nothing to do. I have nowhere to go. Most of my friends are busy or they are at work. If not they are with their girlfriends or hanging out and did not call me. I hate it. I feel so lonely as of late. I realize that I need to get out of this house more and to make new friends. Its hard for me to do that here as it is an impersonal place, Orland Park is not a very easy place to meet people. Thats why I would rather be back in college as I could just meet new people and it would be a very different experience. I feel that a change of location might be what I need to get out of this depressive rut I have been in.

Hopefully I will get into one of the schools I applied to. Mainly Seattle, Miami, or perhaps ending up at Illinois State University. I dont really know but I think Seattle would be the place for me. I wont know if I was accepted until November I suspect. The fucking wait will kill me.

I need a job ASAP so I can start saving some cash. I think Panera would do for now and from there I could save up $2000 or so to help me with school. I just really want some cash to look for an apartment with and then from there set myself up with school and a job to help pay the rent. I figure if I am going to take out student loans I might as well take out as many as possible.

I also might end up buying an Xbox 360 for $200 with all the accesories. It fell off of a truck along with 6 others so I might have myself a deal. I am hoping that this guy who has them might come across some PS3s that fall off of a truck around Xmas time. Cause if he does and they are a reasonable price it will be nice to sell on Ebay.

I have the desire to buy myself a Glock 9mm lately. I really want a Model 17 for some reason even though I am not really a Glock guy. I just kind of want a new gun but I will probably end up with a Sig 226 if I can scrape some cash together (if I find a job). But I need some holsters and leather for my HKs and a few spare magazines. I have a feeling the fucking anti-gunners are going to squeeze more gun control legislation out due to the school shootings. It seems like there is an epidemic amongst us. So I need to buy a few mags before they become hard to get.

Anyways I am going to watch "Batman Returns" as it is on TV. I may end up just watching more "Battlestar Galactica". I probably will as I love the fucking show. I know I am a fucking comic book guy (A Simpsons reference) but I have no shame.

Good night to all my loyal readers.

Cheers.