Well I just watched "Stay Alive". I have been wanting to see a decent horror flick but have not really found any. I feel like I am owed something for having to sit through that. I wanted to see the movie since it had a good premise. The story was alright except for the gaping plotholes. I rented a shitload of movies and plan to just chill tomorrow and watch them. It aint so bad being unemployed all of the time.
I rented:
The Island
Layer Cake (Daniel Craig the next James Bond is in it and I liked him in Munich even though he is an antigun baby)
Stay Alive
The Stand (I am reading the Dark Tower series by Stephen King and this has some references to it... read these books!!!!)
I called Drexel and it is 50K a year to go there!!!!
I want to go but I worry about that kind of debt. Perhaps I will get lucky and win the lotto. I am worried about it. I am going to pray that I get into the U of Washington. It will be a hell of a lot cheaper than Drexel. I am conflicted as I am thinking more and more of living in Philly and how it might be pretty cool. I dont know what to think now. If I get some decent aid I will see what happens. I have to send in my application to UIC as well just in case. It is supposed to be a good school but nonetheless I am looking to get out of this whole area.
If I leave I think it will help me get out of this emotional rut I have been in. I have been so deprressed and just sit in a dark room for most of my days. Today when I took the garbage out I realized I had not really been in the sun for a few days. I also noticed I have gained some weight. My belt is feeling a little bit tighter. I need to start getting some exercise. Perhaps a long walk in the evening will get me some freshair, a chance to collect my thoughts, and do me some good physically. And from there I should go join the local gym.
As for work I noticed a couple of sandwhich shops are hiring. I am not really looking to work at another sandwhich shop. That would just continue my long list of shitty jobs. Most of them have been at sandwhich shops ironically. I feel like such a loser. I know you have to do what you have to do but sometimes it seems that doesnt make much sense. If you keep doing the same thing and it does not turn out well why would you keep doing it?
I often wonder if life is always going to be like this? I really wish to move on. All I can think is that I will be 25 on Saturday and my life is a complete failure so far. Maybe not a complete failure. I still have some schooling but I want more out of life than this. I want to get out of here and see where the world will take me. I long to escape from this place and I hope that Drexel will give me that chance. I still can apply to Temple I think (I am going to check the deadlines for admission). I just really want to get the hell out of the midwest. I would not mind heading out west to Texas. I imagine it would not be that bad. I am gonna call my cousin and see about moving in with him out in New Mexico. Last I heard he was looking for a roommate and someone to share expenses with. I believe he is at the U of New Mexico in Albequerque. I hope it is not to late. Anyways I will probably post more later. Lets just say any chance I can get to leave here will be taken. I am also going to see what the hell UNLV says.
Thanks to all who have been reading my blog. It makes me feel better to know that someone is reading my thoughts. Lstely I have been feeling like there is nobody else in the world since I really do not see to many people around.
Anyways I am going to continue watching The Stand. It looks pretty good so far and I usually like Stephen Kings stories.
I rented:
The Island
Layer Cake (Daniel Craig the next James Bond is in it and I liked him in Munich even though he is an antigun baby)
Stay Alive
The Stand (I am reading the Dark Tower series by Stephen King and this has some references to it... read these books!!!!)
I called Drexel and it is 50K a year to go there!!!!
I want to go but I worry about that kind of debt. Perhaps I will get lucky and win the lotto. I am worried about it. I am going to pray that I get into the U of Washington. It will be a hell of a lot cheaper than Drexel. I am conflicted as I am thinking more and more of living in Philly and how it might be pretty cool. I dont know what to think now. If I get some decent aid I will see what happens. I have to send in my application to UIC as well just in case. It is supposed to be a good school but nonetheless I am looking to get out of this whole area.
If I leave I think it will help me get out of this emotional rut I have been in. I have been so deprressed and just sit in a dark room for most of my days. Today when I took the garbage out I realized I had not really been in the sun for a few days. I also noticed I have gained some weight. My belt is feeling a little bit tighter. I need to start getting some exercise. Perhaps a long walk in the evening will get me some freshair, a chance to collect my thoughts, and do me some good physically. And from there I should go join the local gym.
As for work I noticed a couple of sandwhich shops are hiring. I am not really looking to work at another sandwhich shop. That would just continue my long list of shitty jobs. Most of them have been at sandwhich shops ironically. I feel like such a loser. I know you have to do what you have to do but sometimes it seems that doesnt make much sense. If you keep doing the same thing and it does not turn out well why would you keep doing it?
I often wonder if life is always going to be like this? I really wish to move on. All I can think is that I will be 25 on Saturday and my life is a complete failure so far. Maybe not a complete failure. I still have some schooling but I want more out of life than this. I want to get out of here and see where the world will take me. I long to escape from this place and I hope that Drexel will give me that chance. I still can apply to Temple I think (I am going to check the deadlines for admission). I just really want to get the hell out of the midwest. I would not mind heading out west to Texas. I imagine it would not be that bad. I am gonna call my cousin and see about moving in with him out in New Mexico. Last I heard he was looking for a roommate and someone to share expenses with. I believe he is at the U of New Mexico in Albequerque. I hope it is not to late. Anyways I will probably post more later. Lets just say any chance I can get to leave here will be taken. I am also going to see what the hell UNLV says.
Thanks to all who have been reading my blog. It makes me feel better to know that someone is reading my thoughts. Lstely I have been feeling like there is nobody else in the world since I really do not see to many people around.
Anyways I am going to continue watching The Stand. It looks pretty good so far and I usually like Stephen Kings stories.
Onto your blog, I totally know what you mean about lame ass horror movies. I haven't even bothered to rent Stay Alive, lol. "Dog Soldiers" was pretty decent. "Silent Hill" wasn't all that terrible. What did you think of "The Hills Have Eyes"? Not that it really falls in the catergory, as it was just messed up, and not all that scary.
Layer Cake was a goooood flick. I highly reccomend it. If you're out for an entertaining but smart movie, I'd say: Brick (2005). I reviewed it in my blog a ways back.... gave me faith in directors again.