Well its been a shitty weekend. On Friday night I went out with Josh and them guys. We ended up at some guys house in Tinley Park. The guy was a drunken asshole and kept joking around with me about being his bouncer. I grew annoyed with him rather quickly. His girlfriend was gorgeous (it always seems like that) and it turned out we have a good friend in common. She used to date Mikey. Well we called up Mikey and he came over. Apparently they used to date back in high school. I thought it seemed that they would have been a good couple as I watched her boyfriend get drunker and drunker. Eventually he started to berate her and I was just tired of being surrounded by drunks. So we decided to call it a night (Josh drove me so I waited until he wanted to leave).
We then hit up the Star. And I bumped into Dana as well as Nick. I tried to introduce Josh to Dana but he continued to make an ass of himself and talk to Karen. Eventually he came back and I introduced him but it was not a very real introduction. She said we should be able to go for coffee on Wednesday. I am hoping that we do as I enjoy her company.
I am going to apply to the University of Washington again. I pray that I am able to get in. I am not sure what I want out of life except that I would like to be away from the Chicagoland area. I realized this over the weekend. See last night I went to Joshes to hang out with Jeremy and Heather. Smitty was supposed to come by but never showed and they decided to go to Marks house. I was not invited by Mark but by his mother as both our parents are friends. I am angry as I was not invited but everyone else was. I also feel like they just abandoned me. And it hurt.
I decided to rent a movie and just go for a drive. I would rather walk as I can use the exercise but I hate walking around Orland Park. I prefer a more urban area for that. Carbondale was not that bad for a nice walk simply because of the campus and Nate. I really enjoyed walking with him as he was a true friend.
More and more my desire to attend the U of Washington grows. I think it is simply because Seattle seems like an amazing city and a cool place to live while in school. I am so tired of this place as well and it seems like a nice change of pace for me. I really want to move out of my parents house AGAIN and go back to school. Hell I will take a dorm over this if I have to. I am planning on looking for an apartment online and seeing what they say. I will call U of WA tomorrow and seeing what I can do to increase my chances of getting in.
Right now I am depressed and lonely. My room is dark because I put a blanket over the window. This is great because I hate the daylight and am very much a nightowl. But I am also missing the daylight. I would rather see a rainy day then a sunny one as that is simply how I am. The rain really makes me feel good and I love walking through it. Most people seem to run like hell when it starts raining. I never understood that as I feel refreshed when it rains and would not mind if it rained 3 out of 4 weeks a month. But that is just me.
I am going to go cook lunch and sit around relaxing this labor day. I may go to Josh's house but I don't think I will until later.
Things I have to do tomorrow:
1. Go to the court house and get my record expunged
2. Go look for a job. Try to find work at at least three places
3. Sign up for a gym. Preferably Gold/Diamonds over on Harlem but the Sportsplex is ok as well
4. Start on my diet again
Well kids I will see you later.
We then hit up the Star. And I bumped into Dana as well as Nick. I tried to introduce Josh to Dana but he continued to make an ass of himself and talk to Karen. Eventually he came back and I introduced him but it was not a very real introduction. She said we should be able to go for coffee on Wednesday. I am hoping that we do as I enjoy her company.
I am going to apply to the University of Washington again. I pray that I am able to get in. I am not sure what I want out of life except that I would like to be away from the Chicagoland area. I realized this over the weekend. See last night I went to Joshes to hang out with Jeremy and Heather. Smitty was supposed to come by but never showed and they decided to go to Marks house. I was not invited by Mark but by his mother as both our parents are friends. I am angry as I was not invited but everyone else was. I also feel like they just abandoned me. And it hurt.
I decided to rent a movie and just go for a drive. I would rather walk as I can use the exercise but I hate walking around Orland Park. I prefer a more urban area for that. Carbondale was not that bad for a nice walk simply because of the campus and Nate. I really enjoyed walking with him as he was a true friend.
More and more my desire to attend the U of Washington grows. I think it is simply because Seattle seems like an amazing city and a cool place to live while in school. I am so tired of this place as well and it seems like a nice change of pace for me. I really want to move out of my parents house AGAIN and go back to school. Hell I will take a dorm over this if I have to. I am planning on looking for an apartment online and seeing what they say. I will call U of WA tomorrow and seeing what I can do to increase my chances of getting in.
Right now I am depressed and lonely. My room is dark because I put a blanket over the window. This is great because I hate the daylight and am very much a nightowl. But I am also missing the daylight. I would rather see a rainy day then a sunny one as that is simply how I am. The rain really makes me feel good and I love walking through it. Most people seem to run like hell when it starts raining. I never understood that as I feel refreshed when it rains and would not mind if it rained 3 out of 4 weeks a month. But that is just me.
I am going to go cook lunch and sit around relaxing this labor day. I may go to Josh's house but I don't think I will until later.
Things I have to do tomorrow:
1. Go to the court house and get my record expunged
2. Go look for a job. Try to find work at at least three places
3. Sign up for a gym. Preferably Gold/Diamonds over on Harlem but the Sportsplex is ok as well
4. Start on my diet again
Well kids I will see you later.
strongbhoy:
I've always wanted to go to Seattle.