Unfortunately things have changed. I am no longer in Bloomington Indiana. The school was a little to expensive I am afraid. I did not get as much aid as I needed and I would have to take a lot more loans out then I felt was worthwhile. I am back at home doing nothing and looking forward to finding a job. I am planning on applying to the U of Washington again. Hopefully this time with a higher GPA I will be able to get in. If I have to take a lot of loans out I will simply because it is the school I have dreamed of. Something about the school is amazing to me. I really am relieved that I was able to get out of my lease for little cost, little hassle from my parents, and able to feel good with my decision.
None the less I wish I had something to do. I plan to clean my room out and just donate all the extra clothes that do not fit to charity. I am going to go back on a diet (I broke it as there was nothing to eat during the numerous trips from here to Bloomington to unload my stuff) and start working out with Josh. I also will try to find a job during this week. Josh said he might be able to get me in at his work but one of their other locations. And I will see if the store where Sylvia is working is still hiring because a cash job would be good so that school will give me more cash. Anyways I hope thing work out soon.
On a side note I am worried about my father. He is very depressed all of the time and I really wish he would get some help. I want him to go visit his mother in Germany because I want him to see here once more in his life. To give her a hug and a kiss because she is getting old and I want him to make peace with her. It is important to me. I will ask her to come here and have Jana translate the letter for me.
As of right now I really wish weed was legal. I really enjoyed it a lot more than alcohol and wish I could just roll a blunt and sit out for a good smoke. Its been a long time (almost 7 years) and I really just want to get high. Some people just get really drunk when they want to just get out of their mind for awhile, me I just want to get high. I cant though because I really want to become a cop.
Anyways tommorrow I will go job hunting a little bit. First though I have to clean the hell out of my room. Anyways I am off to bed.
None the less I wish I had something to do. I plan to clean my room out and just donate all the extra clothes that do not fit to charity. I am going to go back on a diet (I broke it as there was nothing to eat during the numerous trips from here to Bloomington to unload my stuff) and start working out with Josh. I also will try to find a job during this week. Josh said he might be able to get me in at his work but one of their other locations. And I will see if the store where Sylvia is working is still hiring because a cash job would be good so that school will give me more cash. Anyways I hope thing work out soon.
On a side note I am worried about my father. He is very depressed all of the time and I really wish he would get some help. I want him to go visit his mother in Germany because I want him to see here once more in his life. To give her a hug and a kiss because she is getting old and I want him to make peace with her. It is important to me. I will ask her to come here and have Jana translate the letter for me.
As of right now I really wish weed was legal. I really enjoyed it a lot more than alcohol and wish I could just roll a blunt and sit out for a good smoke. Its been a long time (almost 7 years) and I really just want to get high. Some people just get really drunk when they want to just get out of their mind for awhile, me I just want to get high. I cant though because I really want to become a cop.
Anyways tommorrow I will go job hunting a little bit. First though I have to clean the hell out of my room. Anyways I am off to bed.
I can understand the deal with loans though, some of my aunts and uncles are 50 and still paying them off.