I want to get lost in a foreign country...maybe Spain. I want to eat exotic foods that you can't find over here and learn a completely new language and frantically flip through books to ask a villager "where is the nearest restroom?"
I want to backpack up mountains and sleep in orchards and buy little beaded dolls and snap thousands of pictures of lovely things. I want to come home with jars of shells and save silly things like coins and bottles of cheap liquor.
I crave new experiences and struggles, these are what make me whole. If I'm not challenged, I'm not truly alive. If I don't learn new things, I get bored. If my brain is not stimulated at all times, I feel like my time is being wasted. I only live one time, and I want to grasp everything that comes to me...especially when my health and youth is intact and I can think for myself. This is the stage of life when I will live and absorb the most.
But my suitcase is already gathering dust on the upper shelf in our garage...and my bank account only has about $500...not even nearly enough for a trip far away, let alone a plane ticket. I have classes and work, and my brain will be stimulated in other ways by memorizing formulas and the various wonders of the body. This will be my life for awhile.
And I still know who I will bring along with me when I leave the country for the first time. I hope he's prepared to have his mind blown to experience these things with me, and to be my tourguide since he's already been around the world.
We'll see the world...you. And I.
I want to backpack up mountains and sleep in orchards and buy little beaded dolls and snap thousands of pictures of lovely things. I want to come home with jars of shells and save silly things like coins and bottles of cheap liquor.
I crave new experiences and struggles, these are what make me whole. If I'm not challenged, I'm not truly alive. If I don't learn new things, I get bored. If my brain is not stimulated at all times, I feel like my time is being wasted. I only live one time, and I want to grasp everything that comes to me...especially when my health and youth is intact and I can think for myself. This is the stage of life when I will live and absorb the most.
But my suitcase is already gathering dust on the upper shelf in our garage...and my bank account only has about $500...not even nearly enough for a trip far away, let alone a plane ticket. I have classes and work, and my brain will be stimulated in other ways by memorizing formulas and the various wonders of the body. This will be my life for awhile.
And I still know who I will bring along with me when I leave the country for the first time. I hope he's prepared to have his mind blown to experience these things with me, and to be my tourguide since he's already been around the world.
We'll see the world...you. And I.
and I just want to find one I can truly call home and belong..... wierd.
heh heh
I'm bored too easily but I'm also impatient with things I suck at too badly (lost cause) haha. And easily bored at that, bad thing yup.
Heh well damn poor thing. Hey class will stimulate your brain at least, work well that'll just make it snore some good z's later.
Hrm wow sounds fun.
Enjoy the world....