: I just worked a whole 12-hour shift. Yes...twelve fucking hours. All of it was on my feet. I was supposed to be left off after eight hours but no...I guess they love me too much? Meh.
: My navel ring hurts intensely. I'm putting Bactine and all that good stuff on it and I've been keeping it clean but I keep on getting some puss and some red crusty stuff. It's so weird. I need new jewelry or something.
: My mom and I are going clothes shopping tomorrow. I'm getting rid of all my gothy clothes and replacing them with good, conservative clothes I can wear to nursing school and classes without looking like some freak.
: I've been reading through many of my old writings lately. It'll take me forever to read all of them, as I've been keeping a journal since I could hold a pencil. I'm convinced I want to start writing again, but as a therapy. And I need to find time to do it without feeling so pressured. Same goes for my photography.
: Some very old lady today told me I had the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen. This was after I had helped her carry her things to her car, and she said that when she died, she wanted to be reincarnated as "eyes of a beautiful young girl". It was possibly one of the most sweetest, yet strangest things anyone had ever told me. I told her that when I grew older, I wanted to be the same kind of woman as she was; sweet and wise.
: I want to see my best friend and hug her and go shopping and do girly, silly things like we used to. It's been too long. I want to do makeovers and have tea parties like the old days. Growing up sucks.
: I turn nineteen on Sunday. I want nothing for my birthday except for my family to get along and be at peace with each other. That's not only my birthday wish, but if it happened, I could be satisfied for a lifetime and I'd ask for nothing else. It isn't always materialistic. Realize this. It'll make you happy.
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Tired. Taking medicine and going to sleep. After some green tea and talking with my uncle, of course. Peace be to all.
: My navel ring hurts intensely. I'm putting Bactine and all that good stuff on it and I've been keeping it clean but I keep on getting some puss and some red crusty stuff. It's so weird. I need new jewelry or something.
: My mom and I are going clothes shopping tomorrow. I'm getting rid of all my gothy clothes and replacing them with good, conservative clothes I can wear to nursing school and classes without looking like some freak.
: I've been reading through many of my old writings lately. It'll take me forever to read all of them, as I've been keeping a journal since I could hold a pencil. I'm convinced I want to start writing again, but as a therapy. And I need to find time to do it without feeling so pressured. Same goes for my photography.
: Some very old lady today told me I had the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen. This was after I had helped her carry her things to her car, and she said that when she died, she wanted to be reincarnated as "eyes of a beautiful young girl". It was possibly one of the most sweetest, yet strangest things anyone had ever told me. I told her that when I grew older, I wanted to be the same kind of woman as she was; sweet and wise.
: I want to see my best friend and hug her and go shopping and do girly, silly things like we used to. It's been too long. I want to do makeovers and have tea parties like the old days. Growing up sucks.
: I turn nineteen on Sunday. I want nothing for my birthday except for my family to get along and be at peace with each other. That's not only my birthday wish, but if it happened, I could be satisfied for a lifetime and I'd ask for nothing else. It isn't always materialistic. Realize this. It'll make you happy.
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Tired. Taking medicine and going to sleep. After some green tea and talking with my uncle, of course. Peace be to all.
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