Monday Oct 17, 2005

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I will be of legal age to purchase and consume alcohol in 2 days.

As a college student, I should be a lot more excited about this, but I'm more excited about the fact that it's my birthday and everyone has to do what I say for a day.

Heh heh.

Sunday Oct 16, 2005

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Tired. Hell week is over, and I am still recovering. Well, I have to start the whole shebang over tomorrow, as I have another paper to write. And oodles of reading to finish.

I miss my boyfriend. I could use a hug. And some reassurance that at some point in time, yes, I will be happy here.
indexcard:
i'm from the gateway state. the journey of a 1000 miles begins with the first step -or is that the first mis-step? it depends on which water glass perspective you favor -the whole half full/half empty paradox. have you been to the sclupture park? it's called something like laumeier park. i highly recommend it after hours (it's called trespassing then) with a friend or two on a fall evening with a little joy division/tones on tail/sisters of mercy polyphonic. it used to make me feel better.

i reassure you that this too, what you're feeling, (the reassurance you seek), this trying time -shall pass. it's all about context. think back to sometime in your past. the thing you overcame. or that thing you did or how far you've come. it was worth it. this too shall be worth it. this moment will build a part of you. without experience there is no life.

my theory is that life is all about possibilities. that is the boundless well from which all new beginnings spring. it's worth it if you want it. distance allows introspection and provides dialogue for what you might have never been asked to put words to.

Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

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Things a koala bear would say, if it could:
1. Yay!
2. Love me!
3. Climbing trees is fun!
4. Let's volunteer at a soup kitchen this Christmas.
5. Let's prevent a forest fire!
6. No, you're the cutest ever!
7. Heidegger is boring. I much prefer the work of Nietsche.
8. Let's make cider!
9. Look, a pouch!
10. I bet I'll live forever!...
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cdt21:
11. Look - another fucking tourist!
baudot:
12. %$#@. &^*$! Where's my coffee?

Koala just look grumpy to me.

Monday Oct 10, 2005

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Goddammit. I just want so fall asleep with someone under my arm. A little too much for the universe to pull together, evidently.

Midterms are fast approaching. I have so much work to do that my eyes start to cross just thinking about it.

Why am I doing this instead? I'm a masochist!

Thursday Oct 06, 2005

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I can't imagine how many times my teachers have heard "My alarm clock didn't go off" as an excuse, but it just actually happened. That's what I get for 7.99 at Target, evidently.

Fuck, and I didn't even WANT to miss this class.
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johnclement:
I think I know why: You're actually Olivia Mancini. wink

But yeah, sure.

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johnclement:
No kidding. And I was just joking. Now I see the DC reference in your hometown slot.
Very cool.

You have a good one too.

Wednesday Oct 05, 2005

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It's been a little while.

I have since gone vegan as an experiment. Theoretically, it's only going to be for a month, but if I dig it by the end, we'll see if I want to continue.

Classes are going smoothy, except for my 9am that meets three days a week and is about as enjoyable as rubbing poison ivy all over my naked body....
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teapots:
Well, yes, I suppose it is.
papaspank:
vegan eh? then I can expect you to come over for some tofurkey this weekend?

Tuesday Sep 13, 2005

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What I find funny is my persistance in being my own enemy.

What's also funny is that the only person I've ever fully articulated this to, I am no longer in contact with. The grammarian in me is screaming, but I am also sick, so I can forgive my own preposition-culminating sentences for the time being.

I think of myself as a constant work in...
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cdt21:
You should be careful to still be the person you are though not hte one you may think you'd like to be. There's a lot of misery down that road.

'This above all things to thine own self be true' (Shakespeare I think) .

Perhaps you should post some more pics up we've no idea what the rest of you looks like smile

Anyway now that's sorted out we can all boldly go and split our infinitives tongue ooh that's gotta hurt biggrin

Saturday Sep 10, 2005

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There is very loud construction 10 feet from my head, which includes a very loud drill which is making my bed physically shake.

This is not what I want at 10am on a Saturday morning when I have the worst goddamn cold in years.

I mean, this is not what I want ever, but this is REALLY what I do not want right at this...
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cdt21:
Ouch, hope somebody turned that thang off before you mutated into the driller killer mad

Hope the cold's improving, I got to sleep on the floor and the people next door were partying to 4am so it was a cracking good night's sleep oh and the seagull's came round at 5am tongue I felt lovely puke today

So do you think my new profile pic looks like dog poo then?
sophie:
oh no! you have the cold too?? gaaaah!

well, it's sunday now and i hope you had a restful night. hugs and kisses.

Thursday Sep 01, 2005

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I'm friends with Sophie! Oooo, it's good to be me.

In response to your question, no, I am not originally from Missouri... I'm from D.C., which is a fantastic city and, in my opinion, the best place to grow up. I'm only in St. Louis because of school, but what I've seen of it, I like very much. Granted, I've only been here about a...
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cdt21:
I've only been to Miami and Boca Raton(where the old come to die , slowly). If an Englishman's home is his castle then the Atlantic Ocean's the moat since the mother-in-law is in Boca. canaveral is the only draw and the Smithsonian otherwise I'm a Europe lover in all respects.

Oh and Sophie was right of course I was thinking of blyss prancing about on rooftops in minus whatever whatever

We say 'Happy White Rabbits' or my Greek colleague at work used to say ' Happy Month' it clearly doesn't work however you say it but it's fun to do anyway biggrin I prefer to keep all my hands on the wheel whilst sneaking through yellow lights.

I understand about the gmother, I have none left and my Mum died a few weeks back. I looked after her and there are more gruesome things that have to be done I'm afraid, somehow you cope with it. My Dad died eleven years ago now and I have an older sister same age gap pretty much who lives in Nottingham with her entourage but no band. I'll check out the WSC then.

You're very pretty and such beautiful hair perhaps you donate me some

tongue tongue kiss

Wednesday Aug 31, 2005

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I haven't updated this in awhile, but it seems that at least someone is reading this, so I'll give it another go.

I've moved to St. Louis, so I suppose I should change that on my location. For those who don't know, I'm a student, and I'm working on finishing my undergraduate degree here. I'm a theater major, so I'm trying to figure out how...
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cdt21:
Thank you for accepting kiss

I had a chat friend in St.Louis once I was her slave master biggrin

I have to admire Sophie for hanging around on the top of tall buildings in the freezing cold I would shrivel up and die in a mess - she doesn't quite float my boat but that'll give you more time with her wink

I had to meet a man who was a bad odour in the family (violent but not enough brain cells to figure out where to aim thankfully ) at my Mum's funeral. It's quite an art to speak to someone whilst thinking 'Fuck you,fuck you,fuck you....' all at the same time mad

So when are you going to unleash teapot pictures upon the world??? IN the meantime I have to backread your journal - do I get a prize if I find another comment in there? surreal

Threesomes? Nah that's for his pleasure only why dilute the enjoyment?
sophie:
i got a shout out, wooo hooo!!! thank you! that feels awesome! so far, based on the opinion of your ex-boyfriend, the silhouette of your nose, and the courageousness in your spirit, i'm sure i could say the same of you.

kiss

i don't think i was ever on top of a building in the freezing cold. maybe he ^^ was thinking of Twwly. or Arlo. or Erica.

you're in St. Louis? you are not far from me at all. about 4 hours drive. are you from MO originally?

threesomes they can be treacherous to negotiate, but if you have a good head on your shoulders (and it seems that you do) you'll figure out what's best.

kiss
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