tds

So, everything that can go wrong has, in fact, gone wrong as it pretains to New Years. I feel horrible, my knee and back are KILLING me, I'm in the midst of some random panic attack, and I can't get a ride to the party I wanted to go to for various reasons. I hate it.

The panic attack is the shittiest non-physical pain thing. I hate this. One of those that just doesn't exactly go away until it feels like it.

I have nothing to really say. I feel fucking wretched, and disappointed, and just generally miserable.

Feh.

Later.