k, i have a serious issue, im trying to get over this body thing but i hate my breasts, they're weird, what the hell, all these chicks have all different boobs, shapes and sizes but mine are weird, one reason i wanna do the suicide girl thing is to get over myself and just get out there and beyond my own modesty, there is nothing wrong with the human body or gross or dirty, i keep telling myself this and i love looking at the pin ups they're awesome,. sigh...... and being out of shape right now doesnt give me the best self confidence. i am soooooooo envious of some of you girls. Even though i really should be becomeing ok with my own body. Getting past yourself is difficult. 