Brrrrr!!! It is bloody freezing and gross here today, I've had the day off sick because all of the muscles from my hips down were aching all night and I had f-all sleep... I have a heap of study I should be doing... so I thought I'd be somewhat productive and do some @bloghomework 😋
Awesome topic @rambo & @missy!
What I want to accomplish in the next year is similar to what I wanted to accomplish over the last.. get a more permanent job, so I can sign for a decent loan and buy my first property. At the moment I have a casual job which I've had for five years, but hasn't really lead to any real progression or stability.. if anything it was awesome and then got really shit because of decisions up the line 😝 Living wise I'm sort of floating between my mums and my boyfriends places.. which plays on one of my learned stresses-that I'm going to get in the way, or make them not want me around.. or something. The subconscious mind is an amazing thing. Anywho, point being, I really want to get my own small place, which is definitely mine and where I have the power. Muahaha. And all the fluffies 😜 And obviously, a permanent job would mean more general stability in life as well.. which would be nice 😊
I've recently realised that I've hit that level of maturity where I not only want to be, but I need to be my own person, and I need my own space to really figure out what that is. Therefore I've felt sort of stuck between the responsibilities I've been taught, and the ones that I truly feel are important to me, along with fighting the various related anxious thoughts. For now I'm just taking it day-by-day, and trying to stick strong with my decisions, and not second guess myself so often. Applying for jobs as they come up, and fingers crossed this time next year I'll be writing a success blog in response to this one :D
Okay, sorry for the whinge, might go and do some study now.. procrastination complete 😜 Thanks for having a read! Xx
