(SMOKES A BOWL).......now I can begin.
Would you believe me if I told you I am shy? Like horribly. But once you get to know me I can be a bit clingy. I am so lost most times. Never really headed in any one direction but trying to be everywhere I can be before my time on this physical realm dissipates. I feel like
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keiran:
Beautiful girl.... inside and out
ferkixlll:
Enjoy the rollercoaster.
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chef:
I love this !
One of my favorite shots of my whole set was "too blurry" to submit for quality purposes. Damn do I know how to fuck a beautiful thing up. As for never ever modeling before in my lifetime, and being a regular human being, I have quite a different shape than most, and never had a desire to show it off to everybody and anybody. ......but...
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freakme:
@t3xa5gurl210 You're welcome and thank you for sharing !!
ferkixlll:
Outlook, outlook, outlook.
I'm on fire most days,
slip away, sunny paves, burn my brain, when I fall flat, in love again, no love with him, love with me, sad to see, want me now,
when I was on the way out,
Everything becomes inside out
now the fire flickers,
clocks are tickers, and we keep letting the days go, but we both know, theres no way to...
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ferkixlll:
Good photo for the poem.
taysa:
Thanks @ferkixlll, the picture came first, then i wrote what it inspired me to say. Im glad you enjoyed it
I am a creature of change. I thrive off of it. I need it actually to survive. I have a troubled past but those dark days are beneath me. I say beneath because I can't say behind. Although these things happened long ago, I still deal with my PTSD on the daily. So change and new is good. It keeps my mind occupied about the...
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ferkixlll:
Adapt and overcome.
Listening to Erika Badhu. Still figuring out everything on here. I guess I am making it more than it really is. I just gotta bleed myself into this. Be real to who I am and not give in to social pressures or my own insecurities. I am deep like the bottomless ocean though. With more layers than an onion and much more to cry about.
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fabi94:
You are in my fantasy thats for sure
ferkixlll:
As Time & Gravity have their way with us, there is still the internal Avatar from when we were more shapely. When looking in the mirror and seeing what doesn't match that is disconcerting ( and in the youth cult of current society worse for women.). Finding the positive spin on this process is the Jedi mind trick to beat them all. Just try to see the changes as a Merit Badge in Survival. As they use to say in the "Red Green Show" : '' I'm pulling for you."
Im usually sleepy all day or anxious as fuck, so then by nite time Im exhausted. But all the best ideas come to me from the back of my eyelids. I keep thinking, what am I doing, why am I doing, how am I doing. I overthink alot. So I wanted to hear your thoughts on what keeps you up at night....besides looking at Suicide...
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taysa:
@shake_the_disease you sound like you have been reading my journals....haha
ferkixlll:
Since I work nights, staying awake.
Im so overwhelmed with things to do on the site. Where to start? What do you recommend on how to filter through everything, interact and find your following?
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taysa:
Im loving the groups already!
voiddrgn:
@t3xa5gurl210 anytime and your welcome
Hi! Im the new girl that is lost and needs direction to class. Learning to maneuver the playground, more pictures and shoots to come.
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stoicaxis:
Of course, all the cool kids are naked already so you'll fit right in :)
lord_renob:
Just wanted to say welcome to SGland! Pics are fabu, can't wait to discover what else you wish to show us. :-)