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i really hate being sick. no sex for me this weekend- well, not with another person anyway. hopefully i'm just being silly/am loopy on cold medication, but i feel like things may be fizzling a little with army boy. he was gone november 1-19th and though some saucy pics were exchanged, i was pretty sure we'd be tearing into each other at some point this weekend. again, i'm sick, and i told him that so maybe that's why he didn't ask to come over. i mean, my coughing fits aren't exactly aphrodisiacs...

...ah well. i'm sick, he's busy. i'll just say that's why for now.

had an absolute blast with my friends last night. my friend bj turned the big 4-3 and we celebrated with drinks at the hotel, motel... clarendon, not holiday inn unfortunately. drinks were followed by a couple of gay bars and the night was ended at applebee's. i'm trying to quit smoking again, starting today because at one point last night i pretty much lost my voice and that combined with puffing on a cancer stick isn't exactly what i'd call cute. haven't had any today, but i'm jonesin pretty bad. hopefully my willpower/desire to get better so i can get a proper welcome home military pounding will keep me on the right track. i'm also broke as fuck until friday so that's an issue as well...

...laundry and a pedicure are beckoning- trying to keep occupied so i don't go to the res and get a nic fix.

also- christy mack is fucking hot.