tatum

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry...
I'll say it over and over again until you believe me, I'll try to control this mess I have inside me. It's not your fault and I hate myself for saying it is most of the time and putting it on your shoulders. I just need to turn off my fucking brain sometimes and be happy for a long time for once! Maybe that will make things better because I want you to be happy, I hate knowing I make you sad.

(Will you check your email again?)