tattoosnscrews

I am really fucking sad today. I just want to curl up into a ball and wake up when her arms are around me again. Everything around me seems to be falling apart, and I really don't give a shit. People who I once thought of as friends turn quicker than the head of a paranoid schizophrenic. I spent my whole fucking day locked in a room, in silence, avoiding everything and everyone. I wish I had a magic wond to make the things that make me happy appear at any time or place. Does anyone really understand? I hear people tell me, "I'm here for you." but where the fuck are they? ...... Exactly!


I am utterly fucking alone & absolutely inlove.