I feel so alone. Everything around me is nothing for than a temporary solution to the problem. I need something permanent. I need an angel to fall from the sky and take me away from everything. I thought I had my angel, I thought she had me, but the world around us drove her and I apart. Now Im falling again, falling to the ground with nobody around to catch me. Im spiraling head first into the rocky bottom. I just want this fall to be over with, but it takes so long. I have already accepted so many things, yet I still havent hit the bottom. Is this some sick and twisted joke made up by the moon and the sun to watch me die in pain? If so, please stop. I have lost touch with myself. Ground Control to Major Tom, are you there? I need help; I need a hand to help me through this shit. I need a shoulder to cry on and a warm body to fall asleep next to. I need to feel like I am not alone. Whats the point of caring about someone else, when you dont even care about yourself? Whats the point of trying, when you have already given up? Whats the point of living, when you have already accepted death? There is no point, yet everyday I live for the hope and fantasy that somehow the clock will turn back. This is torture.
Solitude is so much easier.
Solitude is so much easier.
diversenine:
Dood, I hear exactly what your saying. Really I do. When two people love each other but so many things are in the way and the world beats out love and shit falls apart. WTF. Solitude is easier but now its so hard to get back to it, and when you do you wont want that either. Their needs to be something easier. My motto "No Pain, No Gain" I guess things will pan out. Take it easy man.
paleenchantress:
i would love to lend you a shoulder to cry on but since i cant physically i can do it here *shoulder to comfort tns*
