tattooedteddy

OK...somewhat of a new me. Noticed the neck. I haven't seen one of those in years. I've lost a total of 39lbs...combined before and after my sickness. I seemed to have lost alot within the face, neck and arms.
I haven't had a cigarette in approximately 2 months. I use to smoke 1 1/2 - 2 packs daily. I quit cold turkey. Everything I've done so far were from life changes. No diets, pills, gimicks/gizmos.
This year has been really, really difficult...mentally. I have lost 9 friends & family members this year. Financially my life came crashing down and I've almost lost my fulltime job. But, I'm still alive. I try to surround myself with positive people. Because, until I saw myself in this current profile photo, I never truely realized how pissed off I am deep down. Things have changed, I have changed. Its truely time to move forward.
To celebrate...I will be going upto Montreal the last week of December going into the New Year. If you would like to celebrate, life, My Birthday and the New Year with me. Truely let me know. Because there is a bunch of wonderful people on hear that I would love to meet. Thanks to everyone for all your support and get wells. Hugs and Kisses to all.