I actually forgot that today was Valentines day until I came to the library to use the internet. Oh and also passing young high schoolers, carrying giant teddies holding stuffed love hearts, and huge bundles of roses was a small give away. Ah the days of being young and in lust... Shit I had more successful Valentines days when I was in my early teens than I do now.
My Valentines night will consist of sitting at home, watching Korean horror movies and feeling hopelessly love sick over an incredible girl who lives two, lengthy hours away from me. Remember sexy, fire poi girl? Yeah... Her phone was stolen at the same time mine was and she also hasn't got internet, so I haven't spoken to her in two days and it feels like my chest is being crushed. I can't stop thinking about her, or when she said to me (in her incredibly seductive and beautiful voice,)
"It's like our lips were made to kiss"
Jesus.. How can the universe separate us like this? It's torture, worse than that of losing my iPhone. Hopefully though insurance will deal with that. I wish it was that easy to be with Natty. I don't think that'll happen though... She messaged me saying she actually has a potential girlfriend. Typical lesbian bullshit, huh? I guess this is a good thing though, it'll stop me getting in too deep and getting my heart seriously broken.
Anyway, I hate to be a downer so let's perk things up a bit
Tomorrow is uni orientation day! Yaaaay!! I'm meant to have two film auditions and a lingerie casting call also but I'm not so sure of the legitimacy of it so I'm having doubts about whether or not to go... BUT THE DAY AFTER THAT MY SET COMES OUT! YAY!
I am so proud of my set, and even if SG don't purchase it I couldn't be happier with how it turned out, and I guess that's the main thing, right?
Also I'm shooting my new set on that day and it'll be great! What are you guys getting up to for V-day?
Love you allll and thank you for your amazing support xoxo
Urgh, I know, I feel exactly the same way. At least there's been a BIT of backlash at how the Grammys people treated him, but not enough.