Going to see ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW live tonight for my 139th time. The shadowcast - BARELY LEGAL is badass and gave become friendly with them. Today they asked ME to join the livecast as Eddie. I am so excited to be a part of it!!!!
MY love life is on standstill. I do have someone I'm interested in, but sadly our schedules often conflict and we have yet to be able to spend some quality time together which just sux cuz we both admittedly have feelings for one another and have know each other almost 9 years now. Crazy.........
I dont get to see my kids enough. That blows. MY Dad said some really hateful shit at my last visit which made me cry in front of my kids which sucked. Thankfully my midgets gave me plenty of TLC at the visit which I seriously needed.
Today I have 5 months of clean time (sobriety)> I still wanna do drugs, I still wanna drink, but I choose not to. Every day is rough. I'm so depressed all the time and try to stay positive but it's rough not having my kids around, missing my wife's company and companionship, missing all my old friends who now live 30 minutes away cuz I moved in August. I miss playing music with my bands, I did go see my old guitarist last weekend and he was kinda hinting around that the new vocalist isnt working out and how things were so much easier and more productive when I was in the band, so I can only hope that MAYBE they will ask me to come back, I dont know........
Been playing guitar a lot and teaching myself songs Ive always wanted to learn like some Judas Priest stuff and some Deftones stuff. MY band seems to be on stansdtill. We were supposed to go out on tour next month and I dont know whats going on with that?
So, thats whats going on with me. I truly appreciate those of U who read this thing and leave comments. Lets me know I still have friends in SG land. Been here 8 years now and have made some amazing close friends who have also become friends IRL. I couldnt do it without U guys supporting me thru this super rough transitional period in my life.
"Dont Dream It......Be It.",
Scotty
MY love life is on standstill. I do have someone I'm interested in, but sadly our schedules often conflict and we have yet to be able to spend some quality time together which just sux cuz we both admittedly have feelings for one another and have know each other almost 9 years now. Crazy.........
I dont get to see my kids enough. That blows. MY Dad said some really hateful shit at my last visit which made me cry in front of my kids which sucked. Thankfully my midgets gave me plenty of TLC at the visit which I seriously needed.
Today I have 5 months of clean time (sobriety)> I still wanna do drugs, I still wanna drink, but I choose not to. Every day is rough. I'm so depressed all the time and try to stay positive but it's rough not having my kids around, missing my wife's company and companionship, missing all my old friends who now live 30 minutes away cuz I moved in August. I miss playing music with my bands, I did go see my old guitarist last weekend and he was kinda hinting around that the new vocalist isnt working out and how things were so much easier and more productive when I was in the band, so I can only hope that MAYBE they will ask me to come back, I dont know........
Been playing guitar a lot and teaching myself songs Ive always wanted to learn like some Judas Priest stuff and some Deftones stuff. MY band seems to be on stansdtill. We were supposed to go out on tour next month and I dont know whats going on with that?
So, thats whats going on with me. I truly appreciate those of U who read this thing and leave comments. Lets me know I still have friends in SG land. Been here 8 years now and have made some amazing close friends who have also become friends IRL. I couldnt do it without U guys supporting me thru this super rough transitional period in my life.
"Dont Dream It......Be It.",
Scotty
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I love you Scotty. Always. Id love to come see you soon.