Some days are good. Some....not so good. Today I went to celebrate my Dad's bday and my mother was a total bitch to me the whole time. I'm almost 40. She needs to get over the fact that I 1) Drink & swear like a sailor , 2) no longer have any room in my life for religion or how I was raised to believe 3) I am bi-sexual and not ashamed of it and am PRO GAY and pro Gay Marriage and equal rights , 4) play in two rock bands , and 5) am covered head to toe in ink!!!!
I only wanted to spend time with my Dad, whom I love and adore. He's my fucking HERO in life and all I have ever wanted is his approval and acceptance which I believe I DO have. Yet, she seems to hate and resent my presence on every level. When I showed up to the house with my kids, my Mom and brother walked in behind us with a pizza from Costco. I said Hello to my Mom and held my arms out to hug her. She walked past me. I said, "what no hug?". She glared at me and said NO...............I may be a grown ass man, but it hurt so bad I had to choke back the tears. I should be used to it and not let it matter anymore but wouldn't she think HEY, my son just attempted suicide a few months back and has serious self-esteem issues? I guess she really just doesn't give a flying fuck.......................
On a happier note, I got a pic with my Dad. He claims to be 22 today though he is a very spry 58 and an amazing Dad, friend, confidante, Doctor, comedian, Grandfather, fix it man. HE'S MY Superman, Batman, and Spiderman all rolled into one. I love you Dad
I only wanted to spend time with my Dad, whom I love and adore. He's my fucking HERO in life and all I have ever wanted is his approval and acceptance which I believe I DO have. Yet, she seems to hate and resent my presence on every level. When I showed up to the house with my kids, my Mom and brother walked in behind us with a pizza from Costco. I said Hello to my Mom and held my arms out to hug her. She walked past me. I said, "what no hug?". She glared at me and said NO...............I may be a grown ass man, but it hurt so bad I had to choke back the tears. I should be used to it and not let it matter anymore but wouldn't she think HEY, my son just attempted suicide a few months back and has serious self-esteem issues? I guess she really just doesn't give a flying fuck.......................
On a happier note, I got a pic with my Dad. He claims to be 22 today though he is a very spry 58 and an amazing Dad, friend, confidante, Doctor, comedian, Grandfather, fix it man. HE'S MY Superman, Batman, and Spiderman all rolled into one. I love you Dad
i love ur relationship with ur dad
btw i ve never "catch u " in chat.......when will u in?.........
kisses!
I am sorry about your son and your mother. My parents don't know about SG and if they ever found out it would spread to all my relatives and that would be the end of a family for me. Sometimes you have to make tough decisions. Be strong. Be who you are. Be what you believe and hope that the people close to you will understand why you have chosen the life you have. You're a good person. You don't deserve that kind of treatment.
I remember when my tattoo grew to the size it is now, my mom was so embarassed she didn't want the neighbors to see me. Yep. She has gotten over it thankfully.
How is your son doing now?