My life is a fucking mess and I miss my kids like crazy. Fucking shoot me
Looks like Santa may have granted my wish after all. PLEASE Santa let it work this time out 
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mollyvolent:
well... I hope it does work out. Best of luck!
panda_pewp:
wooooooooooo
Dear Santa,
I've had a lot fo free time recently to mull my life over and really think about what I want for Xmas this year. I'm trying to think of something practical and not super extravagant, withink reason. So here goes. This is want I want for Xmas,
1) More time with my kids. I really really miss them and the phone calls and...
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I've had a lot fo free time recently to mull my life over and really think about what I want for Xmas this year. I'm trying to think of something practical and not super extravagant, withink reason. So here goes. This is want I want for Xmas,
1) More time with my kids. I really really miss them and the phone calls and...
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Feeling physically yucky today 
100 days clean and sober My new gf and I are happy Life is good
My new gf and I are happy Life is goodVIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
roxiebeee:
woooooo!! eff yes, man
elsie_caruso:
congrats!
67 days of clean time. LIfe is hard right now. I got served my divorce papers, a relationship I thought was gonna work didn't, I've barely had any contact with my my kids, etc.
Everyday seems to be the same as the one before, I'm up at 630am, I shower, take my meds, go to a meeting of NA. My whole day is just meetings...
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Everyday seems to be the same as the one before, I'm up at 630am, I shower, take my meds, go to a meeting of NA. My whole day is just meetings...
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kas:
be strong love!!!! thinking about you and your recovery super proud!!! I know its hard 
it works if you work is so work it cause you're worth it!
super proud!!! I know its hard it works if you work is so work it cause you're worth it!
estrada:
Keep taking those steps and stay the course.
54 days clean today.................
Life is good..................
Get to see my kids tomorrow .............................
NA is my life and is helping me get my shit together, after 26 years of drugs and booze. I finally have something I've never had - Hope for the future..........................
Amanda, can't wait to see U again <3
To my readers, ty endlessly for your constant love and support...
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Life is good..................
Get to see my kids tomorrow
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NA is my life and is helping me get my shit together, after 26 years of drugs and booze. I finally have something I've never had - Hope for the future
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Amanda, can't wait to see U again <3
To my readers, ty endlessly for your constant love and support...
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roxiebeee:
WOOOOOOO!
keep it up, buddy
keep it up, buddy
frida_13:
Good for you!
52 days sober and clean from drugs and booze and pills and N2O, all of it..................I just attended my 90th meeting this morning. NA has saved my life and givcen me something I've never had, HOPE for the future.
Amanda, U are my rock right now. Our time together was magical and our daily conversations do more for me than U know. I look forward...
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Amanda, U are my rock right now. Our time together was magical and our daily conversations do more for me than U know. I look forward...
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christmasjones:
nice one! Yeah that hippie crack eeek
lovebite:
I still love you.....I don't want to grow apart baby.
I still love you.....I don't want to grow apart baby.
Amanda, u made my day and make me happy again. I only hope I am what U want and need in UR life too .
ay the fates align and bless our relationship as it nurtures and grows. I miss ur face, ur laugh, ur voice, ur smile, and ur dorkiness everyday. Come back soon, I have a mountain of affection to lavish upon U...
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ay the fates align and bless our relationship as it nurtures and grows. I miss ur face, ur laugh, ur voice, ur smile, and ur dorkiness everyday. Come back soon, I have a mountain of affection to lavish upon U...
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lovebite:
I love you...always have always will
mavenist:
Love you dear. Happy birthday.
Saw my kids Other than the squabbles with the soon to be EX Mrs., things are doing ok Just for today is my new mantra, as ini JUST FOR TODAY, i WILL BE HAPPY, and not be sad, use drugs, drink, etc....
I've recoonected with someone special too........wish me , I mean US luck <3
Other than the squabbles with the soon to be EX Mrs., things are doing ok Just for today is my new mantra, as ini JUST FOR TODAY, i WILL BE HAPPY, and not be sad, use drugs, drink, etc....
I've recoonected with someone special too........wish me , I mean US luck <3
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lovebite:
love you baby xoxo
The fighting escalated...........we broke up.....................my heart is broken for like the 40 millionth time.........
Story of my fucking life.........................
I'm alone and nobody wants me to be their significant other................
I hate my life
Story of my fucking life.........................
I'm alone and nobody wants me to be their significant other................
I hate my life
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estrada:
Don't give up.
adric:
Chin up sweetheart. Someone wants you. They just haven't found you yet.