7/17/06
Ok, this might be long one, so bare with me.....
1st, the pain right now is fucking miserable. I haven't had anything to smoke in almost a week, and my friend who massges me hasn't in 3 weeks b/c she is having some sort of mental breakdown and won't leave the house, so here I sit and suffer through the fucking pain.....
2nd, my toilet is supposed to be replaced sometime this morning by the landlord. We moved into our duplex in Oct and were promised ceiling fans in both bedrooms at that time. We are still waiting for them even after having asked a million times when we will get them installed. Our across the way neighbors who just moved in like a month ago had THEIRS installed on saturday. My wife flipped out and went apeshit! She immediately called the city inspector for YET ANOTHER fucking infraction. We have an interview with HUD on Friday morning to get affordable housing ASAP due to our substandard living conditions here.
3rd, The night terrors are really bad right now too. Every night I wake up soaked in sweat feraking out over fucking nightmares that just seem too fucking real.....
4th, I still haven't come up with a name for the new baby. This is weirding me out.....
5th, Alex and Ashley broke up yesterday. I was called over at 3:30am on Sat night to intervene. Ashley flipped out, hit Alex, took a couple of swings at our other friend and clawed out the side of his face. We called the cops, who would not arrest her. I spent 90 minutes outside talking to her telling her to get professional help, not to drink, get counseling, etc. I was and still am emotionally drained from the experience....
Saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2......LOVED IT!!!!
And how is your day so far my friends?
Ok, this might be long one, so bare with me.....
1st, the pain right now is fucking miserable. I haven't had anything to smoke in almost a week, and my friend who massges me hasn't in 3 weeks b/c she is having some sort of mental breakdown and won't leave the house, so here I sit and suffer through the fucking pain.....
2nd, my toilet is supposed to be replaced sometime this morning by the landlord. We moved into our duplex in Oct and were promised ceiling fans in both bedrooms at that time. We are still waiting for them even after having asked a million times when we will get them installed. Our across the way neighbors who just moved in like a month ago had THEIRS installed on saturday. My wife flipped out and went apeshit! She immediately called the city inspector for YET ANOTHER fucking infraction. We have an interview with HUD on Friday morning to get affordable housing ASAP due to our substandard living conditions here.
3rd, The night terrors are really bad right now too. Every night I wake up soaked in sweat feraking out over fucking nightmares that just seem too fucking real.....
4th, I still haven't come up with a name for the new baby. This is weirding me out.....
5th, Alex and Ashley broke up yesterday. I was called over at 3:30am on Sat night to intervene. Ashley flipped out, hit Alex, took a couple of swings at our other friend and clawed out the side of his face. We called the cops, who would not arrest her. I spent 90 minutes outside talking to her telling her to get professional help, not to drink, get counseling, etc. I was and still am emotionally drained from the experience....
Saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2......LOVED IT!!!!
And how is your day so far my friends?
I know nothing of toilets. They are dirty and I am neurotic about cleaning mine becasue they freak me out so badly... That's all I know of toilets.
Night terrors... Nightmares come from your own mind, my friend, so why are you giving yourself nightmares?? I get nightmares too though so I gues I have no solution for you... Damn I am getting more and more useless huh...
New baby should be named Darby.
Alex and Ashley wil figure things out. You're a great friend to stick by their side, but it's up to each of them. You know that, I know, but you are just too damned nice sometimes.
Pirates ROCKED MY FUCKING WORLD! I say Hot DAMN!
Things'll look up. I know it.
Send love to your family for me.