6/6/06
Dude, my aunt died Saturday and my cousin waited until tonight to call us and tell us.....I got the call at practice. There isn't enough jager or weed in the world to prepare me for that shit......what the fuck dude? what the fuck?...........
(added 6/7/06).......
My cousin Lessie not calling just puzzles me. Why didn't she call sooner? There will be no funeral or service so I can't even pay respects. I wanted to go have lunch with her a few months back (she lived 20 minutes away) and My Mom threw a fit about how we weren't invited and the kids would be too unruly, now they will never have the chance again. This is just the icing on the cake. I have been really depressed the last couple of days and can't snap out of the funk.
1) I found out that the girl who was my first love that I thought all these years had never felt the same way about me actually did for a while way back when. Instead of being flattered, it makes me sad and question What IF?
2) Alex and Ashley are probably going to be evicted on Friday because their landlords are dicks and would put a 9 month old baby out on the street. They have to come up with $1100 in the next 48 hours or they are out.
3) On a high note - I got to have live voice chat with the lovely Mystic who has been my friend on here for many months all the way over in France. She was/is a doll just like I knew she would be and it actually cheered me up to speak with her. To any of my friends on here, unless I am away at band practice I am almost always on the computer, so if anybody else wants to chit-chat live I'm down..
4) I just fucking miss the hell out of Angel (my best friend). If I had the money I would so fucking just drive to Reno right now and hold her tight....
5) fucking money woes every goddamn day.....
6) Kris fell really bad last night tripping over my computer chair by the bed and it's my fault. She would n't let me take her to the hospital, but she's sore. Thankfully she fell on her side and not her stomach, but now one more thing to worry about.
Hope all of you are in better spirits than I am in....Just stuck in a rut I need to snap out of it...
Dude, my aunt died Saturday and my cousin waited until tonight to call us and tell us.....I got the call at practice. There isn't enough jager or weed in the world to prepare me for that shit......what the fuck dude? what the fuck?...........
(added 6/7/06).......
My cousin Lessie not calling just puzzles me. Why didn't she call sooner? There will be no funeral or service so I can't even pay respects. I wanted to go have lunch with her a few months back (she lived 20 minutes away) and My Mom threw a fit about how we weren't invited and the kids would be too unruly, now they will never have the chance again. This is just the icing on the cake. I have been really depressed the last couple of days and can't snap out of the funk.
1) I found out that the girl who was my first love that I thought all these years had never felt the same way about me actually did for a while way back when. Instead of being flattered, it makes me sad and question What IF?
2) Alex and Ashley are probably going to be evicted on Friday because their landlords are dicks and would put a 9 month old baby out on the street. They have to come up with $1100 in the next 48 hours or they are out.
3) On a high note - I got to have live voice chat with the lovely Mystic who has been my friend on here for many months all the way over in France. She was/is a doll just like I knew she would be and it actually cheered me up to speak with her. To any of my friends on here, unless I am away at band practice I am almost always on the computer, so if anybody else wants to chit-chat live I'm down..
4) I just fucking miss the hell out of Angel (my best friend). If I had the money I would so fucking just drive to Reno right now and hold her tight....
5) fucking money woes every goddamn day.....
6) Kris fell really bad last night tripping over my computer chair by the bed and it's my fault. She would n't let me take her to the hospital, but she's sore. Thankfully she fell on her side and not her stomach, but now one more thing to worry about.
Hope all of you are in better spirits than I am in....Just stuck in a rut I need to snap out of it...
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It's a little unacceptable that the jackass just told you today. People are dicks. Kick his ass
I know what you mean about money woes. Yikes, why do they want to charge so much for food and gas??? UGH!
I hope Alex gets everything worked out. I'm sorry his landlord is being this way.
Please tell Kris to be careful. I fell once when I was wayyyy preggo with Eli and my Dr. was pissed that I called him instead of just going to the ER. I'm thinking good thoughts for you. I hope things start looking up for you. Your family totally deserves some more good to come its way! (((((HUGS)))))