6/3/06
6:40 am on a Saturday morning and I'm wide fucking awake....this sucks. Why can't I ever sleep in like normal people? I got sunburned to a crisp yetserday during Tori's school BEACH-BLAST activity as I stood outside as a game leader for 3 hours in a tank top....yes, I have heard of sunscreen , but I burn, then tan. Since I no longer live in beautiful Monterey where I can go to the beach DAILY the tan of my youth has gone bye-bye. I miss my tan. I hate having the pallor of a cadaver. A small price to pay?
I almost didn't make my rent yesterday. The computers at my bank crashed and did not go back online until late in the afternoon. I started to freak out of course thinking my rent would be late and I would have to pay a penalty fee.
Practice last night went really well. Adding Chris to the band was like a godsend. Not only is the guy just a cool dude and amazing musician, but he brought TONS of fucking equipment into the mix which just makes us sound so much better. We have re-recorded some songs for our CD and MYSPACE posting. The"deal" we had to go in the studio unfortunately fell through and so we now have to do our own "frankenstein" jobby in the garage, but that's ok. Nobody died, right?
After practice, everyone in an "altered" state commenced to the umpteenth viewing of THE WALL....This is one of my ALL TIME favorite movies. I ate TWO domino's pizzas by myself (a few slices taken by Ashley & Sara) then passed out on the couch. Alex's Mom brought me home about 2am and I collapsed. I think I drank like 3 huge-ass glasses of Kool-Aid when i walked in the front door. That and two huge fucking shots of insulin to compensate for all the pizza I scarfed down.
If any of you in the area would like to come to the show-house party today as my guests the addy is:
1462 Ferngrove Court (Woodfield Estates)
Tracy, Ca 95376
I assume people have access to Yahoo directions or something comparable to find the way. We will start roughly around 6pm this evening. I has said 4pm before, but I was mistaken on the time (sorry). There will be a professional stand-up comic from Hawaii following us, then an impromptu jam-session/free-for-all to close for shits and giggles. We will have a 5 song set as far as I know...2 covers and 3 originals.
I know that June 30th is not too far away, but I miss Angel (my best frined) so goddamn much man. We talk everyday on the cells (it's free) but I just need to have her around....sigh...
I had this really morbid thought yesterday while there was a commercial break during People's Court (sorry, I have a crush on Judge Millian). If I found out that my death was more imminent than it already was (my nerve disorder is degenerative and fatal so I am already looking at 10 years or less right now). How would I spend my FINAL Days? Would I spend them at home with my family and have them have to watch me go or would I travel and see friends and places I've never been? The first place/person I thought of was NYC hanging out with my lovely friend Zoomusikgirl and having her show me around the Big Apple as I have never been there. Then I would go to Canada to hang with Adelaide, Adria, Agenda, Hydra, and Sass. If yo don't know these ladies, they are fucking cooler than shit man and real genuinely sweet people. Next shoot down to Ohio and do some Jager shots with Miss Sunshine and her hubby. Then a nice dinner in Philly with the ravishing Maxi as she knows where ALL the best eateries are in the world!
Then over to whoIwant tobeisme's neck of the woods for a kick-ass concert. Then finish it off by going to Vegas and hanging with the gorgeous
Ta2dmom in Sin City BABY! I know this is all kind of morbid. But that shit just kind of mapped itself in there in auto-pilot during the commercials. I'd make a few stops in WV too to see family that I haven't seen since 1991 that I miss terribly, cousins mostly and my favorite Uncle who is in the stages of Alzheimer's right now. When Kat Von D does my tattoo this fall I have this picture of me at 4 years old with my Uncle Buddy on Fisherman's Wharf in Monterey that I treasure. When I was visiting Angel in February we were on the wharf and I walked into this store and there was THAT photo booth that had taken that picture 30 years ago. I fucking started crying man (tearing up now too thinking about it again). I'm a sentimentalist about shit like that. My uncle's real name is Joseph which is my son's middle name (after him) and was also my other uncle's name (Joey passed in Dec 03) which is tattooed on my left arm.
Whoa, I fucking drifted there for a sec.....that was kind of surreal thinking about all that....
Logan is awake now pestering to watch cartoons, little bugger.
Well, looks like it's time to play Daddy for awhile. So much for cuddling up with wifey in bed. Logan just snatched my spot.
6:40 am on a Saturday morning and I'm wide fucking awake....this sucks. Why can't I ever sleep in like normal people? I got sunburned to a crisp yetserday during Tori's school BEACH-BLAST activity as I stood outside as a game leader for 3 hours in a tank top....yes, I have heard of sunscreen , but I burn, then tan. Since I no longer live in beautiful Monterey where I can go to the beach DAILY the tan of my youth has gone bye-bye. I miss my tan. I hate having the pallor of a cadaver. A small price to pay?
I almost didn't make my rent yesterday. The computers at my bank crashed and did not go back online until late in the afternoon. I started to freak out of course thinking my rent would be late and I would have to pay a penalty fee.
Practice last night went really well. Adding Chris to the band was like a godsend. Not only is the guy just a cool dude and amazing musician, but he brought TONS of fucking equipment into the mix which just makes us sound so much better. We have re-recorded some songs for our CD and MYSPACE posting. The"deal" we had to go in the studio unfortunately fell through and so we now have to do our own "frankenstein" jobby in the garage, but that's ok. Nobody died, right?
After practice, everyone in an "altered" state commenced to the umpteenth viewing of THE WALL....This is one of my ALL TIME favorite movies. I ate TWO domino's pizzas by myself (a few slices taken by Ashley & Sara) then passed out on the couch. Alex's Mom brought me home about 2am and I collapsed. I think I drank like 3 huge-ass glasses of Kool-Aid when i walked in the front door. That and two huge fucking shots of insulin to compensate for all the pizza I scarfed down.
If any of you in the area would like to come to the show-house party today as my guests the addy is:
1462 Ferngrove Court (Woodfield Estates)
Tracy, Ca 95376
I assume people have access to Yahoo directions or something comparable to find the way. We will start roughly around 6pm this evening. I has said 4pm before, but I was mistaken on the time (sorry). There will be a professional stand-up comic from Hawaii following us, then an impromptu jam-session/free-for-all to close for shits and giggles. We will have a 5 song set as far as I know...2 covers and 3 originals.
I know that June 30th is not too far away, but I miss Angel (my best frined) so goddamn much man. We talk everyday on the cells (it's free) but I just need to have her around....sigh...
I had this really morbid thought yesterday while there was a commercial break during People's Court (sorry, I have a crush on Judge Millian). If I found out that my death was more imminent than it already was (my nerve disorder is degenerative and fatal so I am already looking at 10 years or less right now). How would I spend my FINAL Days? Would I spend them at home with my family and have them have to watch me go or would I travel and see friends and places I've never been? The first place/person I thought of was NYC hanging out with my lovely friend Zoomusikgirl and having her show me around the Big Apple as I have never been there. Then I would go to Canada to hang with Adelaide, Adria, Agenda, Hydra, and Sass. If yo don't know these ladies, they are fucking cooler than shit man and real genuinely sweet people. Next shoot down to Ohio and do some Jager shots with Miss Sunshine and her hubby. Then a nice dinner in Philly with the ravishing Maxi as she knows where ALL the best eateries are in the world!
Then over to whoIwant tobeisme's neck of the woods for a kick-ass concert. Then finish it off by going to Vegas and hanging with the gorgeous
Ta2dmom in Sin City BABY! I know this is all kind of morbid. But that shit just kind of mapped itself in there in auto-pilot during the commercials. I'd make a few stops in WV too to see family that I haven't seen since 1991 that I miss terribly, cousins mostly and my favorite Uncle who is in the stages of Alzheimer's right now. When Kat Von D does my tattoo this fall I have this picture of me at 4 years old with my Uncle Buddy on Fisherman's Wharf in Monterey that I treasure. When I was visiting Angel in February we were on the wharf and I walked into this store and there was THAT photo booth that had taken that picture 30 years ago. I fucking started crying man (tearing up now too thinking about it again). I'm a sentimentalist about shit like that. My uncle's real name is Joseph which is my son's middle name (after him) and was also my other uncle's name (Joey passed in Dec 03) which is tattooed on my left arm.
Whoa, I fucking drifted there for a sec.....that was kind of surreal thinking about all that....
Logan is awake now pestering to watch cartoons, little bugger.
Well, looks like it's time to play Daddy for awhile. So much for cuddling up with wifey in bed. Logan just snatched my spot.
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Glad things are going well with the band, sorry I can't come and see you guys later, but don't think I'll get there in time if I leave now! Miss you honey!xx