well i have to say i feal a little bit more confident in takin care of some shit in my life. it takes everything i got to concentrate on things i need to. because so much is runnin in my mind. i have a really bad time tryin to make mind stop. thats why they have me on meds. i dont like me with out my meds. im havin to rebuild all the strengths i have, but ive pulled my self out of some bad times, and i will again. im trying to learn from my mistakes and head the right direction. i want to around the ones i love but i have to be conten with my self. im getting there it jus takes time and work
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