its been a while and today is 11 months without a drink for, but still indulge in some herbal refreshment 
im finding life keeps throwing reality checks to me, i dont know if im just now gettin them or understanding things a little better. some things suck to realize, 1 people dont change , they may change some things they do but inside some things just wont change, 2 you can not depende on other people to make you happy, only you can do that for your self, nobody can make you happy if you dont want them to, 3 you must let go of any expectations you have in life, nothing is for sure or definate. if you live with expectations you live with being let down, the 2 go hand in hand. i dont meen to sound negative , but but alot of things you realize as you get older tend to stem from that direction. the only thing that is definate is death.... every thing else before that you hav to make or break for your self.
Happy New Year my SG friends
im finding life keeps throwing reality checks to me, i dont know if im just now gettin them or understanding things a little better. some things suck to realize, 1 people dont change , they may change some things they do but inside some things just wont change, 2 you can not depende on other people to make you happy, only you can do that for your self, nobody can make you happy if you dont want them to, 3 you must let go of any expectations you have in life, nothing is for sure or definate. if you live with expectations you live with being let down, the 2 go hand in hand. i dont meen to sound negative , but but alot of things you realize as you get older tend to stem from that direction. the only thing that is definate is death.... every thing else before that you hav to make or break for your self.
Happy New Year my SG friends
But it's so true, the only person you can count on is yourself.
I hope the new year is good for you.