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I just woke up and I got the needed sleep I obviously needed. I had class yesterday. First class started in a trip to the San Diego zoo which was pretty cool because I had never been. I feel bad for the animals though, I feel they should be free like they were intended to be, not locked up in some cage no matter how big it may be. After I wandered around for a bit I split and ended up at the Living Room in Hillcrest to waste some time before my next class . I tried drawing a little then I tried to read but my mind was just not into it. I had hours to kill so I ended up at house who was just right around the corner. My ADD/axiety was really starting to kick in so I didnt mind walking to the post office with her. I was in a really good mood that day which leads me to believe maybe I am just B-Polar. Mental note to check with my shrink tommorrow about it.....I still think he is still trying to figure me out. I took a chill pill and ended up going to my oh so favorite basic computer applications class. It was long and I got home at 11. This is a very boring entry I decided. I was told I need to start writing more so thats what I am going to start doing. These bumbs keep arising in my road and lies and betrayal are making me want to say fuck it all and go on a drinking binge but I know that wont solve any of my problems. If anything I know what I HAVE to do for myself if I want to keeping living day by day but it seems to very hard. My mom gave me a rubber band to wear on my arm and she said when I feel like giving up or getting myself into some major trouble to just pull it back and snap me back into reality. I found it very clever but I told her I need a bigger rubberband then the one she gave me because pain physical pain seems to not phase me.
I hate my artist right now. I don't really hate him because I generally don't hate anybody, but I am not happy with him right now. He has flaked on me three times now and I really want to finish my arm. So I will let him go through whatever he has to go through and call him in a month or so.
I am watching Dawsons Creek....well not really because I am typing but it is on in the background. I like the show because I think Katie Holmes is hot in that natural beautiful way.
I have no school or work today but I have tons of work to do for school because I only have two more weeks left of this quarter. So I should maybe try to get started on the English paper I have due tommorrow. I hope everybody had an awesome labor day and thank you for all your comments.

Michelle