tatian

meh.

my new prescription is not covered; 149 bucks! a month... plus another 40 for my panic attack rx.

::pout::

this sucks.

i am short by 200 bucks this month, as far as rent is concerned. I haven't even looked at my other bills!

anyone wanna put some money on a fight?

EEE!

yo necesito mucho dinero, por favor!

::RAWR::

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I got to start that "mural" thingy at work. not really a mural, when it's work related, i say... but anyhoo.

i painted a huge wall brown; i got all sorts of shit all day for it! - heh! they thave no idea what i am going to do!

::taps fingers together, evil-like::

yessss.....

...

but, really... i had to paint a lil high for my "fear of heights" - ugh... i thought i was done feeling sick to my stomach today when i realized i wouldn't have to deal... with ONE more asshole... but then... fuck. i was preoccupied anyways all damn day... crawling up and down a latter and tipping on my toes even then... reaching over it - unsafely - cause there was just no other way....

and ugh. i'm a lil achy...

but feisty, still.

i really do wanna fight... i'm totally asking for it

i think maybe ill bite my tongue and go for a run.

have a nice day ppl. ill take a pic of that wall thingy at work when it's done and post it.

::panics::


it hailed out here a few days back..


the hail was almost golf ball sized.

...i didn't break a window, thank God*... but my car's all messed up with dents.

ha

honestly, everyone keeps bitching about their own hail damage, but i'm honestly thankful that my car is just running...

looks like a large, lead-eating cat was trotting across the top of my car... but it's not that bad...

?

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so yeah, i gotta figure out what's going on with my RX plan. I can't afford 150 for ANYthing.

...and i need it.

especially if it helps.

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I've been keeping my phone shut off.

sorry. kinda.

i just want some ME time.

no offense, but "fuck all ya'll"



.

i have tomorrow off. i am excited! i wanna go do something fun (that doesnt cost me any money). lol.

i'm thinking maybe a trip to a coffee house with a book. a small coffee... and then maybe window shoping at some thrift places...

anyone be down to meet me out at Spider house??? msg me on msn.

i really wanna go dancing, but my that's probably not a good idea with my achy legs.

(still wanna run tho. ha! and i'm stubborn, so i prob will anyways... reg. of how my legs feel...)

i'm mad today. :MAD:

meh.

it's not worth it...

"must keep reminding myself of this..." (tool)

speaking of music...
i had this old NIN shirt that i loved but didn't fit into - cause it was a little too big for me. I took out a lil of my aggression on it and cut it up a bit;



lol. I think it turned out pretty cute... it ties in front....goes good over a tank top... perfect for this nasty texas summer we're about to have...

yay or nay?

XO.

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lol - i forgot i changed that title thingy.... ::rotfl:: "fiesty Italian bitch"

yeah.

i am lately.

meh