tathra

so AFO in orlando was alright; it wasnt nearly as good as i was expecting, but it was still fun. the highlight of the con was the hentai panel, which was set up really well and quite funny. i spent entirely too much money over the weekend though, just on toys; i picked up a couple figurines:


thats dark chii, a cute little kitty sakura, a sexy bed-time asuka, and the kitty from trigun

i also got a new wallscroll, which i absolutely adore:


one thing that sucked about the con is that all of the parties got shut down by the hotel because some punk-ass kids were out causing trouble (fucking naru-tards) and ruining things for everybody else. so trippies and i just had our own little thing in our hotel room involving lots of whippits:



as you can see, i quite enjoyed that but during the weekend, i yet again came to the realization that if i dont stop using drugs, its going to kill me. this realization has hit me muliple times in the past and it just keeps getting worse and worse. this upcomming weekend, i'm planning on throwing a hotel party that'll sorta be my "welcome home" party, and now i'm thinkin that it'll be the last time i do anything besides alcohol (except for special occasions), and i really hope i can stick to that. drugs just dont do it for me anymore; all they really do is make me uncomfortable/sick/etc, so i'm forcing myself to move on and get my life in order.

i have until november to figure out wtf i'm gonna do with my life. i just hope i can figure something out before its too late...