suddenly, i dont feel afraid of death. it feels like i've been working up to this point for quite some time now, to where thoughts of dying dont even phase me. its weird. i could be terribly ill with some strange parasite or disease right now, but thinking about that doesnt bother me one bit.
i'm not depressed or anything like that; its as if all my emotions are completely dead right now. little things that usually iritate me, i'm not even noticing. i dont think i've ever felt this way before, or if i have, it didnt have this much impact.
often, people come to terms with the fact that they're dying with plenty of time to spare before they actually do. i just hope for the sake of my friends that this is not the case for me right now. hopefully i'll feel different in the morning...
i'm not depressed or anything like that; its as if all my emotions are completely dead right now. little things that usually iritate me, i'm not even noticing. i dont think i've ever felt this way before, or if i have, it didnt have this much impact.
often, people come to terms with the fact that they're dying with plenty of time to spare before they actually do. i just hope for the sake of my friends that this is not the case for me right now. hopefully i'll feel different in the morning...
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xkishx:
im trying to git into the fuckin chat but it wont load DONT LEAVE...and bullshit bout phones you love talking to meee! *licks your cheek*
xkishx:
*muah*