so i've been home for a while now, bored out of my mind. i finally got around to cleaning and rearranging my room, its pretty sweet now, but still not quite done. i picked up a couple roommates too, one of my close friends and his girlfriend and their cats!! adorable kitties!! 
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so several weeks ago on a friday night, i had my "last...
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to whomever reads this: i want to get to know you better.
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platypuz:
im platypuz in sydney australia
fatality:
Indeed! I'm not good at the whole communicating with another person thing, but I could try...
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munke:
Good luck with your bonvoyage party!
I had a similar type of send off myself (ginormous quantities of cocaine, nose bleeding all over the place, etc etc) and lasted about seven years... then decided to try some, ended up throwing out half of it... and now been another year or so!
Drugs suck when the fun goes out of them. That's for sure. For me, it was a social thing to do.
Of course, I still get phantom highs... tastes... smells... drips...
etc... but I'm not sure how common that is... but the mind is a powerful thing, right?
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I had a similar type of send off myself (ginormous quantities of cocaine, nose bleeding all over the place, etc etc) and lasted about seven years... then decided to try some, ended up throwing out half of it... and now been another year or so!
Drugs suck when the fun goes out of them. That's for sure. For me, it was a social thing to do.
Of course, I still get phantom highs... tastes... smells... drips...
etc... but I'm not sure how common that is... but the mind is a powerful thing, right?
[Edited on Aug 12, 2005 4:42AM]
fatality:
Hey, I have a plane flight for the 23rd; I get in in at night...
trippies and i are going to an anime convention in orlando for the weekend; after that maybe i'll have time to write a proper update 
yuriel:
haha enjoy the convention
wierdo
thats my ass stop that
wierdo
thats my ass stop that
nickyj:
How romantic!
obligatory update comming... eventually. tomorrow i leave north carolina and continue on to florida; i'm looking forward to getting there, but i'm not looking forward to the drive.
yuriel:
yo bro
enjoy florida hope you enjoyed nc
yeah thats a big drive, but fortunately hardly nc to louisiana
(been on that ride ONCE god it was awful haha)
enjoy florida hope you enjoyed nc
yeah thats a big drive, but fortunately hardly nc to louisiana
(been on that ride ONCE god it was awful haha)
vodka_socks:
Big drives are the best..... as long as you've got good music and coffee....
really soon now, maybe later this week, i'm driving down to florida (from indiana with a detour to north carolina). if anybody wants me to stop by their place and get some coffee or something and gimme a break from driving, lemme know.
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fatality:
West palm beach is so close to me; let me know when you'll be there.
vodka_socks:
Have coffee for me... I like coffee... and drive safe
i've been pretty damn busy almost the entire time since i got back home, but i think i'm finally done with all that tomorrow, woot.
i'm pretty toasted tonight. i wasnt even planning on drinking tonight, but then this girl IM'd me out of the blue telling me to call her tonight cuz she was goin out drinking, and she's been hasslin me to call...
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i'm pretty toasted tonight. i wasnt even planning on drinking tonight, but then this girl IM'd me out of the blue telling me to call her tonight cuz she was goin out drinking, and she's been hasslin me to call...
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tadaima (i'm home) ^^
vodka_socks:
Yeah it was evil.... YAY home is always good
yuriel:
cool
i've been feeling pretty weird lately. its kinda like... i've kinda felt familiar with my life and my future for my entire life up until now, and suddenly i'm full of uncertainty, almost as if i've lived this life before, and suddenly i've lived longer this time than i have in any of the other times i've previously lived this life. suddenly i'm not sure...
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vodka_socks:
Damn it, you've been reading my mind haven't you....well bits of it 
vodka_socks:
Woot cuddles back Yeah I'm still sick 
I get really knocked about mentally and physically when I get sick.
Ever since I was about 14 and got Glandular Fever and Ross River Virus I seem to get real fucked up from the flu or something once a year and relapse towards the cronic fatiuge and stuff.
Not to mention 3 bouts of "the nasty 6 letter C word" in 5 years, the last one nearly killing me(I shouldn't be here right now). My poor immune system has never managed to recover...
I'd just started to get back on track when I got this flu the other month ago now and it bought everything to a halt, hence why I get so down and grumpy about it...
Just sick of being sick I guess.. And being allergic to almost all pharmacuticals makes treating a sick me fucking impossible. I always end up back in the hospital worse from the reaction to the meds than whatever I was there for in the first place..
But I WILL be okay soon, just gotta fight it.. And although I come across so negitive about being sick I really am a very positive person about beating illness, positive minds go a long way, I know, I'm living proof...
Then I'll be happy again and maybe a bit more stable, well happier than I am now, that's for sure...(Being sick just shits me off, I can't remember what it's like not to get sick or be healthy, I'm so over it)
Yeah I'm still sick
I get really knocked about mentally and physically when I get sick.
Ever since I was about 14 and got Glandular Fever and Ross River Virus I seem to get real fucked up from the flu or something once a year and relapse towards the cronic fatiuge and stuff.
Not to mention 3 bouts of "the nasty 6 letter C word" in 5 years, the last one nearly killing me(I shouldn't be here right now). My poor immune system has never managed to recover...
I'd just started to get back on track when I got this flu the other month ago now and it bought everything to a halt, hence why I get so down and grumpy about it...
Just sick of being sick I guess.. And being allergic to almost all pharmacuticals makes treating a sick me fucking impossible. I always end up back in the hospital worse from the reaction to the meds than whatever I was there for in the first place..
But I WILL be okay soon, just gotta fight it.. And although I come across so negitive about being sick I really am a very positive person about beating illness, positive minds go a long way, I know, I'm living proof...
Then I'll be happy again and maybe a bit more stable, well happier than I am now, that's for sure...(Being sick just shits me off, I can't remember what it's like not to get sick or be healthy, I'm so over it)
right now, my biggest worry is that, once i get home and get fucked up on a daily basis, i'll end up constantly depressed again, due to the same things that have always gotten me down...
fatality:
Hey you. I think I should be in FL around the early 20's of August - maybe the 21st or 22nd. If you're there then, we should meet up. Where in FL would you be?
only a few more days, and i am OUTTA HERE!
i'm giddy as hell tonight, probably from the lack of sleep, but unfortunately there's nobody around to talk to its horrible!
i'm giddy as hell tonight, probably from the lack of sleep, but unfortunately there's nobody around to talk to
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vodka_socks:
LOL what's sleep I lack that too...
juno106:
Oh have fun! I know you will, and hopefully you will get some decent weather too. Talk to you when I do I guees
today's agenda -- hijacking camels and crashing them into tents
so i got my back fixed. turns out my hips were just uneven or something, which was making a shitload of muscles cramp up. i am so freakin relieved it was nothing serious.
the process of buying a car is such a fucking hassle. i hate not being able to do it myself, but just...
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so i got my back fixed. turns out my hips were just uneven or something, which was making a shitload of muscles cramp up. i am so freakin relieved it was nothing serious.
the process of buying a car is such a fucking hassle. i hate not being able to do it myself, but just...
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vodka_socks:
Watch out for those camels, they spit.....hey if your in Oz in April you should come to Perth for the April Bash(mass birthday madness)...it's always a memorable experiance...(well after you work out where the hell you are the next morning bit!)
tempest:
Hell yeah I'm into anime!! What are you, crazy? (well, maybe.. haha... if you go around hihacking camels and crashing them into tents)
(well, maybe.. haha... if you go around hihacking camels and crashing them into tents)
hope you partied hard
hope you and fatality get to meet up
she really is keen huh
hehe