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i got jewed tonight. standing outside through the entire storm, listening and watching as the tornado sirens go off. i wanted to see a damn tornado, but there wasnt even a single rotation in any of the clouds i could see.

its bullshit! i did get to see red flashes of lightning and a bigass patch of disticntly green clouds, but whenever the wind started...
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_xxmariahxx:
whatever I'd be bummed too! I've always wanted to see/be in a tornado... Oz would be mahvelous dahling! biggrin
yuriel:
fyucking hell i dont know if thats scary dumb or disappointing heh.

i slept through one nearly touching down two houses away heh. fuck......

and a hurricane. oh yeah

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"you move... like i want to...
to see... like your eyes... do...
we are... downstairs... where no one... can see...
new life... break away...
tonight...
i feel like more...
tonight... i...
you make... the water warm...
you taste... foreign...
and i know... you can see... the cord... break away...
cuz tonight... i feel like more.... tonight... i feel... like more...
i feel like more...
tonight......
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i've figured out the meaning of life, if you will; the reason we exist. Experience. The universe exists for us to observe. Life is about the experience.

(begin ramble)
paraphrased from Kabbalistic Judaism -- Creation occured when One became Many, because He wished to behold Himself. He wished to experience all that is possible through Himself, so He created the universe, and everyone, everything is...
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because of being in the military, i can learn all kinds of shit and get certifications for free. recently, they've added the Rosetta Stone programs for learning foreign languages to the list of stuff soldiers can use. finally, i'm finding the motivation to take advantage of this.

first assignment to myself: japanese mastery before my next birthday, and then doing either arabic, farsi, or pashto...
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fatality:
Shit, that's amazing. Hmmmm....I don't even know what they offer. Are they mostly practical classes or do they over things in the humanities?
yuriel:
hah wow. that is rather rad.

take advantage man smile
<3
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axed skull
tempest:
Wow, it sounds like things have been pretty shitty lately. I hope things get better for you..
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the short, quick version:

i lost my best friend because i'm a terrible person; i'm home from texas and i cant be a medic; i'm working a lot but still have no money; and i've got dsl now.
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devilsplum:
Sign on to MSN messenger. My screen name is devilsplum.
I'll send you another email from here to your AOL account listed on SG. I don't like to list my email on pulic sites..Probably silly since I have my MSN stuff listed huh? whatever
_xxmariahxx:
hey my lil sugar buns lol... *poke poke* How have you been? I missed talking with you... and you are NOT a terrible person, I think you are perdy speshul love
ttyl mah dahling tathra..... tongue
latas
mariah gee
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i've pretty much decided that i'm going to volunteer for iraq later this year.
fatality:
What drove you to this decision?
jimbo:
how'd the nremt test go?
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so i'm being sent home after all. i outprocess tomorrow, and tomorrow is my last written test, after which i'll technically be MOSQ, so we'll see if i can slip under the radar and receive credit for completion of the course.

i dont wanna go home, but i dont really have a choice anymore...
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went out with a girl last night. it was... wonderful wink blush
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fatality:
Shit, fuck.


I e-mailed you and it keeps coming back. I know I did this before - how do I E-mail you?
tempest:
well, despite the too trashed for details.. I have to say that sounds like a woman problem... wink
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i went out to the bar tonight. my ride ditched me, then i almost had a panic attack and walked back.

fun night.
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why is it that the blessed always suffer most?
fatality:
To level the playing field I suppose


[insert any equatable crap above]


Does that mean you're suffering now? I'm sorry and know you're doing your best to hang in there. Did you get the results or what have you about the EMT bit yet?