Sometimes I feel like I'll never find a place in this world. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to feel so much all the time. The girl I am truely in love with thinks of me as a very good friend. And I'm almost postive that's all it can be but I can't grasp that as reality. I don't want to. It hurts too much....
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I can't wait to snuggle in with my dog and pop in the 4th disc of Season 2 of True Blood!
heartbaker:
I'm in love with that show
I've had 2 experiences like yours and in both I lost out. My advice from those occasions, take your time, don't jump at it, work at it, when you feel it, really feel it, then do it...but make sure the feeling is there.
I so know what you're going through, it's hell, sorry but it doesn't get easier...but never mind it passing, you can control it and make it yours
I am so happy you wrote that. I feel a little less alone now so thank you so much for that! It just gets so complicated in my brain. You make a lot of sense. I need to control it and make it mine.