I think my life has been switched for someones life from a country song. First I lost my job, and was out of work for months. Then the future ex decides she is going to leave me then decides she loves me, too late and a dollar short. Next said future ex gets sick and one possible diagnosis is for MS, which means now if I do leave I'm an asshole. I also have this vicious tooth ache, that I can't afford to get removed, but I make too much money to go to a free clinic to remove, and it broke away at one point so I can't even get the needle nose on it to pull the bitch my self. Finally and this hurts the most my beloved pit bull passed away unexpectedly yesterday.
FUCK! I have broad shoulders but the load is starting to overhang. But all I can do is push through and try to laugh at how fucking bad this shit is.
On a more positive note, after slacking for near a year on my fitness I have now increased my runs up to two and a half miles, and since my neighbor to the north is the Great Smokey Mountain National Park I have a great place to run.
I also got to take some old friends from Florida out the other day to an amazing waterfall, that few know of.
FUCK! I have broad shoulders but the load is starting to overhang. But all I can do is push through and try to laugh at how fucking bad this shit is.
On a more positive note, after slacking for near a year on my fitness I have now increased my runs up to two and a half miles, and since my neighbor to the north is the Great Smokey Mountain National Park I have a great place to run.
I also got to take some old friends from Florida out the other day to an amazing waterfall, that few know of.
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I am so sorry that the shitstorm has walloped you, my friend! Hang in there.
And I agree with what you said on my blog. Being miserable and "suffering through" gets us decidedly nowhere... except to beget more misery and suffering in our world. And what I have learned, to my great surprise, is that human beings are infinitely adaptable... and capable of unexpected things when asked to look at things a little differently. Also, the capacity for love seems to be indefatigable when allowed to grow untamed...
I am really preferring happiness begetting happiness...
thanks for making my day lol