What do you do when you become paranoid about everything in your relationship because they fucked you over so much? I can't.let.go. I hate it. And yet I can't leave him. I'd kill him before I'd leave him. How fucked is that?
I'm so bored with life, I wanna rip my hair out of my head. ;[ I need excitement in my life.
I wanna start modeling again..Someone help. Thanks.
I'm so bored with life, I wanna rip my hair out of my head. ;[ I need excitement in my life.
I wanna start modeling again..Someone help. Thanks.

autumnslastlite:
ohh you... you need some change... a time machine might help.. ill start working on that.. hang out with me... ill wife you up again. and make you smile. im starting to model again too.. thinking about getting back on here too...