Myth is sleeping half standing up in my lap right now so if i misspell something or don't make sense, really i'm just trying not to wake her.
I was watching Basilisk this morning and something was said that caught my attention. "i so long for spring, everything old becomes new again"
It made me realize something i hadn't before. winter, as much as i love it, is cold, dark, and for me the most part hides all that is wrong. But our distraction with sparkly white prisms that blanket the earth only last until it brings all the problems right back to the surface. It covers them, provides us with denial and then turns the world ugly again.
i guess that's why i'm craving rain so badly, see snow brings everything to the surface, brings it all back to our attention. but rain... rain is pure, a clarifier, it washes away all that is no longer needed, all that isn't serving us anymore. In short, it helps to wash away the ugliness brought on by winter so that the creation of new, positive things can grow.
Yesterday was max's birthday and honestly i don't know how it went. Evry plan i had made got cancelled last minute, he complained about pretty much everything, and it was again pointed out that more of the people in his life think i'm a bitch and not the right person for him. He on the other hand thinks it went well, that's wht he tells me anywa... well at least his family remembered this year.ohh and devica.... he did really love it, actually it drove him a little nuts. lol best part of the whole day. thanks girlie.
Well typing with one hand is becoming a little more difficult....she's on my norm typing hand. laters
I was watching Basilisk this morning and something was said that caught my attention. "i so long for spring, everything old becomes new again"
It made me realize something i hadn't before. winter, as much as i love it, is cold, dark, and for me the most part hides all that is wrong. But our distraction with sparkly white prisms that blanket the earth only last until it brings all the problems right back to the surface. It covers them, provides us with denial and then turns the world ugly again.
i guess that's why i'm craving rain so badly, see snow brings everything to the surface, brings it all back to our attention. but rain... rain is pure, a clarifier, it washes away all that is no longer needed, all that isn't serving us anymore. In short, it helps to wash away the ugliness brought on by winter so that the creation of new, positive things can grow.
Yesterday was max's birthday and honestly i don't know how it went. Evry plan i had made got cancelled last minute, he complained about pretty much everything, and it was again pointed out that more of the people in his life think i'm a bitch and not the right person for him. He on the other hand thinks it went well, that's wht he tells me anywa... well at least his family remembered this year.ohh and devica.... he did really love it, actually it drove him a little nuts. lol best part of the whole day. thanks girlie.
Well typing with one hand is becoming a little more difficult....she's on my norm typing hand. laters