2006 has decided that it's going to go out in a blaze of glory and kick me in the teeth yet again.
I'm going back to 2 days a week at work again, why? because my boss is a bitch who decided she wants more days in there because she's not wanting to be at the hospital anymore. SO she's saying a big fuck you to the plans of me working 3 days. For a month now it's been set and she changed her mind this morning... well she notified me this morning. So starting today i'm looking for a new job, if anyone knows of anything in the edmonton area please let me know k. thanks.
myron, my real dad, is taking my mom to court, why? because he doesn't want to have to pay the thousands of dollars he owes in child support. I don't know why i was so quick to accept him back into my life really i don't. he never paid a cent of it and he says without any regret that he never did, and it doesn't matter. According to the judge it's unlikely that he would even be able to pay $4000 over the next while. WTF! He's being a selfish asshole... and what's worse is that he's using the relationship that we'd built up against mom. Saying that if my brother and i are fine with him now then we turned out fine and shouldn't be upset about any fucking thing. I seriously thought that i knew who i could trust, that i was a better judge of character or some shit like that after having been stabbed in the back millions of times. Guess i was really fucking wrong.
I want to be sick right now.... i can feel it moving up my throat. I guess the reason the stupid turkey didn't get completely unthawed was because the universe knew i'd be feeling the way that i do. Like the world is caving in.
I sure as hell hope that 2007 brings about better things for us, that it doesn't lead us on into thinking that the world is finally starting to fall into harmony, that we are on the right tracks, and then throw in a curve ball so that it can kick the shit out of us while we're down.
I'm going back to 2 days a week at work again, why? because my boss is a bitch who decided she wants more days in there because she's not wanting to be at the hospital anymore. SO she's saying a big fuck you to the plans of me working 3 days. For a month now it's been set and she changed her mind this morning... well she notified me this morning. So starting today i'm looking for a new job, if anyone knows of anything in the edmonton area please let me know k. thanks.
myron, my real dad, is taking my mom to court, why? because he doesn't want to have to pay the thousands of dollars he owes in child support. I don't know why i was so quick to accept him back into my life really i don't. he never paid a cent of it and he says without any regret that he never did, and it doesn't matter. According to the judge it's unlikely that he would even be able to pay $4000 over the next while. WTF! He's being a selfish asshole... and what's worse is that he's using the relationship that we'd built up against mom. Saying that if my brother and i are fine with him now then we turned out fine and shouldn't be upset about any fucking thing. I seriously thought that i knew who i could trust, that i was a better judge of character or some shit like that after having been stabbed in the back millions of times. Guess i was really fucking wrong.
I want to be sick right now.... i can feel it moving up my throat. I guess the reason the stupid turkey didn't get completely unthawed was because the universe knew i'd be feeling the way that i do. Like the world is caving in.
I sure as hell hope that 2007 brings about better things for us, that it doesn't lead us on into thinking that the world is finally starting to fall into harmony, that we are on the right tracks, and then throw in a curve ball so that it can kick the shit out of us while we're down.