my numerology for today said that i'm going to be extremely sensitive to the world today. bout fuckin time it mentioned that. I've been sensitive to the world for the past couple.
It's mostly one issue that keeps coming but there's not a lot i can do about it..... the whole not having any actualy friends thing. See outside of the internet (with the exception of FFXI cause it seems everyone on there hates me or thinks i have no fuckin clue what i'm doing, even though i've just hit level 30, soloing the whole time!!!), i don't have any friends, i have accquaintances. People who once in a blue moon bitch at me for not getting into contact with them *even when i've been phoning and emailing them, yet they never reply or answer*
Max wants me to go out with him and his best friend on friday, i've already told him not happening. Why you may ask? or maybe not but i'm telling anyway. I don't bother him when he's with his friends, and i don't need someone else mad at me for stealing his attention when he's supposed to be hanging out with them.
this is one of those days where i wish i could call in sick to work. Only thing is i'm the only one who isn't allowed sick days.... heather has school and her other full time job, and christine works at the hospital.
meh, whatever, i'm gonna go watch talk shows and get ready for work i guess. ~hugz~
ohh and does anyone know what it's supposed to mean when you dream you find out your pregnant? Laterz
It's mostly one issue that keeps coming but there's not a lot i can do about it..... the whole not having any actualy friends thing. See outside of the internet (with the exception of FFXI cause it seems everyone on there hates me or thinks i have no fuckin clue what i'm doing, even though i've just hit level 30, soloing the whole time!!!), i don't have any friends, i have accquaintances. People who once in a blue moon bitch at me for not getting into contact with them *even when i've been phoning and emailing them, yet they never reply or answer*
Max wants me to go out with him and his best friend on friday, i've already told him not happening. Why you may ask? or maybe not but i'm telling anyway. I don't bother him when he's with his friends, and i don't need someone else mad at me for stealing his attention when he's supposed to be hanging out with them.
this is one of those days where i wish i could call in sick to work. Only thing is i'm the only one who isn't allowed sick days.... heather has school and her other full time job, and christine works at the hospital.
meh, whatever, i'm gonna go watch talk shows and get ready for work i guess. ~hugz~
ohh and does anyone know what it's supposed to mean when you dream you find out your pregnant? Laterz