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So, I will be a mom in February- march. Crazy!

I got to hear it's heartbeat and see it's pretty round little head, it's spine and rib cage and actually see it's heartbeat. It was amazing. I am so excited. I can't believe it! next monday I will have the ultra, ultra sound, with pictures and everything.

Derek is so excited. He's making an amazon...
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well, interesting news.

I'm having a baby!

Holy shit!

I've thought for a long time that I wasn't capable of getting pregnant, but three missed periods(My periods have always been out of whack) and two EPTs later, I am expecting.

First Dr.s appointment monday the 12th.

The hubby is being uber sweet and cute about it. Already looking at cute little baby things.

wow. I'm...
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Story time.

Derek and I managed to get tickets to the 9-5-09 nin show. Which was going to be at the Wiltern theater in LA. I was stoked to have gotten tickets at all, but later realized how sad I was that we weren't going to the final show. I thought, Man, I wish we'd gotten tickets to the last show. But at least we...
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I suppose it's time for an update. Not much has changed. still working constantly. still preparing to head to vegas in two weeks for the conference for work. Work, work, work. I keep dreaming of the day I can finally do something I love doing, but without a degree, it will never happen.

I've been reading, a ton. It's all fiction. Sci-fi, and fantasy stuff....
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We just got home from the NIN/JA show in Santa Barbara. It was so awesome! I am so glad that they let me bring in my camera. I fucking LOVE this thing!

Pictures! There are some really great ones that I only needed to resize. There are other good ones that I need to fix up in PS. Here are the few I loved right...
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Not fired.

Good.

Worked out coverage to go to the NIN/JA show.

Also Good.

Old stores new manager sucking it up.

Funny, but not surprising. And a little bit satisfying. I worked my butt off in that busy ass store. My boss would criticize my store, which is her job, and I took notes and always tried to make improvements. It got to the point...
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Faye asked about work, so I figured it was time for a small update.

I'm on the brink of losing y job over something really stupid. It sucks. Especially since I've been busting my ass lately. But we'll see how it goes.

I moved to a brand new store. I helped set it up and now I'm running it. It's only been open since last...
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Rather than update constantly with how much of a steaming pisspot my life is on a regular basis. I've decided that I will only update when big events take place.

Again, I still have a job. It's gotten better and worse. Better in that I'm getting along ok with my boss. And worse in that my assistant manager decided to be a complete waste of...
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work.


yeah.


I hate it, mostly because I hate my boss. But, at least I still have a job.