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well...
quite frankly i'm bored with life.
i moved back down to phoenix from flagstaff because i had to.
i thought i'd found a great friend and he's turning out to not be so great. i've normally gotten along better with guys, so i don't understand what's going on.
being around him makes me feel dumb, and ugly, and boring, and neurotic.
but i have a hard time meeting people because of my job.
it's the end of the semester. i should be partying my ass off! but instead i'm sitting in my bedroom at the computer because i have nothing to do.

that's the thing. i don't really have anyone to go with me.
i work at the front desk of a hotel.